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worldsworst

worldsworst

Worst NEET and hikikomori
Sep 9, 2026
25
Recently I have been having very strong bouts of wanting to CTB and making plans for it and then a couple days later being like there is no harm in staying a while longer... I can stay for this or this I guess... and then the next day I will be making plans again. Usually I have always just had constant SI even if just in the back of my mind so it feels really strange but I also have had things that I feel required to do for others recently so it is a bit odd.
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
511
yes, this happens to me too and its very frustrating because im just going back and forth from two different extreme stresses
 
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