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MongolianCarlsJr

MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
25
It's finally time for me... Now I'm taking several trains to get to my hotel, it's a 2 hour ride in total. (It's 1pm right now)

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Anyway here's my plan again:

- 22.00 final temporary sleep until 06.00 the next day (i think it counts as fasting for 8 hours)
- 06.00 take a piss & shit, then take 600mg paracetamol (with a small sip of water)
- 06.20 take 3x10mg of domperidone (with small sips of water again)
- 06.21 make 3 servings of SN drink (25g in 50ml of water, I weigh around 87kg), then crush my lorazepam pills and mix with water (tbh idk how much pills I need to crush, i think 4 or 5 is enough?)
- 06.50 drink the crushed lorazepam
- 07.00 drink SN and lay in my bed

(If you all have suggestions for my plan please let me know, I really appreciate it)

Despite all the bad things I have experienced in my life, I feel grateful to have traveled around my country and to neighboring countries by myself... I better give all my remaining money to my little sister.

It's time for me to travel somewhere far away and have peace forever.

Thank you all for everything, it really matters to me. I'll upload some pics also in this thread later.

Goodbye world 👋
 
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booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
164
Good luck! Remember it's never too late to turn back if you change your mind, even during the process.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Good luck! :heart:
 
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darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
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MongolianCarlsJr

MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
25
Just arrived at my hotel... gonna unpack my stuff and chill for a while.
 

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