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Sep 21, 2025
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What do you do to pass the time?
I'm on here a lot
Doomscroll social media. X mostly.
Pray. Beg for a way out of this.
My gun is next to me. Hoping I snap

Wish I'd just sleep

Sometimes I rage. Get up and throw things because I'm so pissed how my life turned out
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,370
What do you do to pass the time?
I'm on here a lot
Doomscroll social media. X mostly.
Pray. Beg for a way out of this.
My gun is next to me. Hoping I snap

Wish I'd just sleep

Sometimes I rage. Get up and throw things because I'm so pissed how my life turned out
I spend time on SaSu.
I doom scroll Instagram
I watch TV at times
Other times, i have to engage myself with my office laptop for office related stuff
Sometimes i talk to my online friends that i have made over the years
I rarely connect with real life friends though I have few really good friends
I have another online friend visiting my city coming weekend. Although i plan to ctb before this weekend. So, i don't know if he's gonna get to meet me or not. Lol
I lie on my back, look at the ceiling and do deep breathing. I love doing that, it's so relaxing. It makes me feel sense of peace.
I order my favourite food every evening.
I listen to linkin park at times.
That's mostly my day.
I don't have any trouble sleeping so i can go to sleep at any point i want to.
 
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