My 3 top methods, still so many questions

[BlueFairy]

Hi my friends!
I wonder how, in this world and time we are living, not having a peaceful exit option is considered normal and healthy?
To be totally dependent on the system of where ever you life. To suffer from old age and illness and be at the mercy of
others. To be totally vulnerable when SHTF.
And can we still continue to pretend this isn't going to happen?

I started to look for a potential way out by reading the PBHB, and I'm so pissed off about how they systematically close of
every way to go on your own will, with dignity and peace. This is the ultimate power the system has over us, and it makes me
so sad. They can not allow us to opt out on our terms, or their power would crumble and we'd get independence.

Anyways.... My top possible ways to go are:
N: But how would I get it? Even if it's still true that you can get it in South America, how would I bring it back?
Too risky. I would aquire it there and use it right there. But I don't know if it is still possible when I want to do it in a few years.
UPDATE: I just read on the Exit website that N is effectvly gone in South America. So there goes my number 1 option.

Heroin / Fentanyl OD: This doesn't sound too bad, but again: how do I get it? I have zero contact to any drug users or dealers.
How can I find one? If I managed to get hold of something, I'd have it tested to be sure it's reasonably potent and I haven't been scammed.

Sarco Pod: Sounds nice! Does anyone know if it is actually possible to buy one of those?
Update: I found out that: Yes, we build a peaceful and easy method where you only need to supply gas you can buy legaly. No, we won't sell it to you.
You have to go to Switzerland to use it, and good luck with that, I grantee you that you need 10 doctors vowing you'd die in 2 days anyway.

Exit Bag: I could get the necessary things today. But I have serious doubt if I can overcome my instincts to pull it off. It leaves so
much time to panic and rip the bag off.

What to do?
Anyone got any thoughts? Sorry, I know this has probably been posted a million times.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Your choices are cool.
Though yes tough to pull off.
I can't even try inert gases as it's difficult to get pure helium or nitrogen and to setup the whole system. It's too complicated for me.
I had CO on my mind but that's too complicated as well.
So, I have finally put my eyes on SN method. As it can take just 1 hour on an average to die. Though there's going to be quite some discomfort till loss of consciousness and i don't have benzos, so I'll just have to face it. But i think i can tolerate that may be, if i can live for these many years, 15 minutes of mild to good enough pain in stomach.. probably..

 

[BlueFairy]

Sorry that you don't have access to inert gases. Even in my shitty country where everything is regulated to death I can go and buy a bottle of Nitrogen easily.
I guess I should do this soon, who knows what they are trying to regulate and ban next. The walls are closing in and we loose more and more freedom every day.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Sorry that you don't have access to inert gases. Even in my shitty country where everything is regulated to death I can go and buy a bottle of Nitrogen easily.
I guess I should do this soon, who knows what they are trying to regulate and ban next. The walls are closing in and we loose more and more freedom every day.

You can procure nitrogen and may be then give yourself time to enjoy life the way you want it as you would know that you can go anytime that you want.
Walls are closing in is a line in lyrics of one of the songs of Linkin park

"To find myself again
My walls are closing in"

You are right, this is getting really tricky to ctb.
I too got SN just because there's no way I will get it in future. I have no intention to go so soon but I live with family, so once they find it, they'll seize it. So, i have to carefully sneak it in, and hide it away. But it's 2x500g bottles of SN, not so small enough to hide. So, when it's delivered, I'll have to be able to sneak it in without them seeing, unless they are having afternoon nap, it could be an impossible feat to achieve. But let's see. If they see it, I'll be screwed to justify what is inside the packet.