SN Attempt

[Antoine54]

Hello everyone, today I want to tell you about the plan I've put in place. I ordered some SN which I should receive in 15 days.

Don't ask me why, but I want to make my suicide look like an accidental death, even though I don't think it will work.

My plan is as follows: once I receive the SN, I'll put on my running clothes and go along the canal where I usually run.
The advantage is that there aren't many people around, so I shouldn't be disturbed. I'll have the SN with me, along with a bottle of water. I'll take the necessary dose and throw the bottle away before losing consciousness so as not to leave any trace. If my attempt works, I'll be found dead, and it could be passed off as a cardiac arrest while running.

I think it will be understood as suicide because SN leaves traces, but that's my plan.

Courage to all, this is my decision, but I sincerely hope things will improve for you. I am a weak being who no longer has the strength to fight, but know that hope always exists.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

At least you already know they'll figure it out. I do worry tho that you'll be saved. More chance of success somewhere private. But I hope that won't happen & I wish you peace .

 

[ctb_warrior]

Hello everyone, today I want to tell you about the plan I've put in place. I ordered some SN which I should receive in 15 days.

Don't ask me why, but I want to make my suicide look like an accidental death, even though I don't think it will work.

My plan is as follows: once I receive the SN, I'll put on my running clothes and go along the canal where I usually run.
The advantage is that there aren't many people around, so I shouldn't be disturbed. I'll have the SN with me, along with a bottle of water. I'll take the necessary dose and throw the bottle away before losing consciousness so as not to leave any trace. If my attempt works, I'll be found dead, and it could be passed off as a cardiac arrest while running.

I think it will be understood as suicide because SN leaves traces, but that's my plan.

Courage to all, this is my decision, but I sincerely hope things will improve for you. I am a weak being who no longer has the strength to fight, but know that hope always exists.

Hey buddy.
I'm also considering SN for myself.
And, based on what i have read about this method, there's good gap between loss of consciousness and death.
In case, even one person finds you on the ground with your skin turning blue, he may call the emergency services. If you get medical help before clinical death, you'll be alive and may be put under surveillance.
My suggestion: the method is good but plan it really well and carefully.. One small mistake and you'll be back to square one

At least you already know they'll figure it out. I do worry tho that you'll be saved. More chance of success somewhere private. But I hope that won't happen & I wish you peace .

Yeah, i too am getting the vibes that this plan may fail as it just needs one person to find him.

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire

 

[doggo2355]

Hello everyone, today I want to tell you about the plan I've put in place. I ordered some SN which I should receive in 15 days.

Don't ask me why, but I want to make my suicide look like an accidental death, even though I don't think it will work.

My plan is as follows: once I receive the SN, I'll put on my running clothes and go along the canal where I usually run.
The advantage is that there aren't many people around, so I shouldn't be disturbed. I'll have the SN with me, along with a bottle of water. I'll take the necessary dose and throw the bottle away before losing consciousness so as not to leave any trace. If my attempt works, I'll be found dead, and it could be passed off as a cardiac arrest while running.

I think it will be understood as suicide because SN leaves traces, but that's my plan.

Courage to all, this is my decision, but I sincerely hope things will improve for you. I am a weak being who no longer has the strength to fight, but know that hope always exists.

I understand you probably can't really overtly tell me because of site rules but where exactly did you get the SN from? How do I find a "reputable" seller?

Also, I really hope you change your mind, friend. I'm 100% convinced that some form of hope exists for you too.

 

[pickedmyctbdate]

They will know it's not accidental. It's not going to look like cardiac arrest. I would really encourage you to rethink this plan because in public, you not only have a chance of being found, revived, and locked up, but of being found by someone and it completely traumatizes them.

I know there's only so much we can consider the effect it will have on people who find us. But you wouldn't want a little kid to see something like that. At least police and medical services are trained and deal with this every day.

Trying to use SN in public would also have the risk that if you don't make more than one bottle and you vomit all of it up, your plan is sunk. If you make two or three bottles and don't them, you're basically leaving poison out in the open where anyone might get at it not knowing what it is.

If you're going with SN, I would strongly suggest a private location where you won't be found for a long time, and ideally a way to be found by emergency services and not by a random stranger. The protocol suggests having two to three glasses prepared with minimal water. What happens to those other bottles if you don't need them? And what's the backup plan if you DO need them?

 

[pk@2001]

Wishing you peace my friend