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hassu

New Member
Apr 25, 2026
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I am just tired and will only talk if someone actually replies to me fr or something
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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You are not alone my friend. Life is a series of ups and downs for most of us. Crests and Trough. I attended a workshop, where almost everyone had witnessed the same pattern more or less in their lives too.
If I talk about myself.
I live an amazing Life
Life punches me hard in the face
I look to CTB
I fail at CTB
I come back to life
I work on it and make it better again
Life punched me hard in the face again
I look to ctb again
I fail again.
I'm in this loop for last 2 decades.
This coming week is my chance to break free of this loop and end it finally. I don't know if life will allow me to escape. If I can't escape next week, I'll be stuck again for several years to follow
 

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