darksoul999
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- Aug 23, 2026
- 53
I wish things did not have to end life this. I hate to do it to my family but i simply can't live another day with this illness. The constant roller coaster rides that end in me destroying anything good left in my life, i just can't do it. My family will not be surprised but there will be a shock due to the timing of it. I have tried countless meds, Ketamine, Shrooms, and other mind altering drugs but none of them leave a lasting impact. I just get sucked back into the endless loop of depression that last for weeks with a short period of mania. I would not wish Bipolar disorder on my worst enemy. I do not work. I am tired of being a leach on my family due to this illness. I rather take things into my own hands to find peace for my soul. well, just 2 weeks or so it go then it will be over.
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