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Suicide Discussion

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LastDayOnEarth
24 hours no water challenge and my thougts
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13
Views
397
notreallybored
N
embr3ce2026
Discussion what's everyone's go to music when they're feeling really suicidal?
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17
Views
397
Bowerbird
Bowerbird
surterMAN
Help My SN arrived
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5
Views
351
surterMAN
surterMAN
if_i_make_it
Discussion Anyone else not care about “ending up a vegetable?”
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6
Views
203
if_i_make_it
if_i_make_it
alivebutnotliving
Help Sn status is “arrived to the branch” but it’s still in ukraine.
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9
Views
329
alivebutnotliving
alivebutnotliving
ironrain
The closer I am to a session with psychiatrist, the more I doubt
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0
Views
73
ironrain
ironrain
LastDayOnEarth
I've been watching plenty of hanging videos lately
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13
Views
262
sickofeverything
S
The Dead Line
Cutting you finger vs SN
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2
Views
123
tooafraidtodiez
T
O
  • Question
how to measure Sn for CTB using household items
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0
Views
71
OrbOrb
O
wannabeangel
Venting angel's vent thread - broke my own wings
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67
Views
3K
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
yearned
Help how to find out the height of a building?
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2
Views
183
Out_Of_My_Head
O
Y
Discussion in the Darknet its very easy to acquire easier ways to CTB
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9
Views
332
Samira_Hura
Samira_Hura
T
I think i might have to tough it out
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2
Views
107
tooafraidtodiez
T
Defenestration
Live is exhausting
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26
Views
652
Defenestration
Defenestration
ironrain
Venting Being an ugly woman sucks
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28
Views
587
ironrain
ironrain
PainWorseThanDeath
Before You CTB...
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3
Views
143
Front Back
F
Gomomon
I really wanna leave today but its impossible and its killing me
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3
Views
117
pechaberry
pechaberry
lovelulu
Help i need something that will make me do anything without guilt or second thoughts.
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5
Views
124
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
deadngoresurgery
Venting i am an evil disgusting, lying bitch. i destroyed someones heart and trust and i NEED to die. like now.
Replies
17
Views
907
Feldsparc
F
themisfit
I'm just so lonely
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3
Views
118
Bikishii
Bikishii
hurts2b
I have to fucking get out of here
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0
Views
66
hurts2b
hurts2b
N
Story High Street mini-marts selling cocaine, cannabis and prescription drugs
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0
Views
83
Nolongerlive
N
suistore
Story Excited to hang myself
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8
Views
207
sickofeverything
S
Snailey
Help Watching CBT videos for desensitization
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12
Views
355
pechaberry
pechaberry
LookingforAnswers
What caused your depression?
Replies
41
Views
2K
qtk5436
Q
Aphid
Help Getting over the Static
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0
Views
59
Aphid
Aphid
The Dead Line
Venting Pain is just is pain is not get you anything
Replies
0
Views
46
The Dead Line
The Dead Line
WallTermite
Venting Life simply isn't going the way I'd like
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2
Views
253
Front Back
F
starboy2k
surrendering vs leaving
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1
Views
67
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
LastDayOnEarth
I can confidently say that I'm not afraid of death, not a little
Replies
4
Views
107
Nolongerlive
N
LastDayOnEarth
Even if i never get the courage to ctb, i won't artificially extend my lifespan
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2
Views
76
Front Back
F
R
inquiry
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0
Views
66
raemz
R
LastDayOnEarth
How did epstein kills himself with bedsheets ?
Replies
35
Views
1K
Worndown
Worndown
frail
Venting i cant stand ppl that look better than me
Replies
10
Views
438
sickofeverything
S
meowzers3276
ctb postponed
Replies
3
Views
126
SDB
S
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Discussion Is the death erection a true occurrence?
Replies
4
Views
176
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
Resol
Feeling guilty for still being alive and/or jealous of people who died by suicide
Replies
11
Views
417
tomame
tomame
Y
Anyone else wishes they meet someone who just shoots them?
Replies
6
Views
167
tomame
tomame
woofwag
The constant echoes
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1
Views
251
Feldsparc
F
L
  • Locked
Help When can I message
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5
Views
152
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
Carrer
My DSL package is likely stuck at US customs
Replies
28
Views
1K
desire2ctb
desire2ctb
N
Would anyone be willing to give me feedback on my suicide letter?
Replies
2
Views
147
voc_89
voc_89
Y
Method Methadone [stronger than N and more sourced]
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0
Views
125
yes7777777
Y
chudpolonais
Venting life is a curse
Replies
5
Views
177
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
themisfit
My uncle did it with the shower hose
Replies
2
Views
412
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
Aphid
Thoughts on self immolation?
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10
Views
195
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
favouriteworstnight
benzos help a lot
Replies
15
Views
372
bipolar22
bipolar22
S
Help I don’t have rope what else could I use to bang myself
Replies
6
Views
127
bipolar22
bipolar22
B
Does hyperventilating before exit bag plays a crucial role to ctb?
Replies
0
Views
43
behindtheveil
B
gooblet
We only live once
Replies
5
Views
158
inpainnosleep
inpainnosleep
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