psychire
Member
- Sep 6, 2026
- 7
One of the main reasons I never considered suicide in the past was that I never wanted anyone to feel sad for my own death; I just didn't want to burden people with that pain. But every time I ever opened up to people about my feelings and wanting to kill myself, they'd always criticize me and downplay my own feelings, and always put that weight on me of making people sad for my choice. Pretty much making me the bad guy for my pain and suffering. Because of this, my view on affecting others from my own death has changed a lot. I genuinely do not care if people feel bad for my own death anymore, because they could never care about me when I was alive. Why do you only care once I'm dead? Shouldn't it be the opposite? People are hypocrites. If you only feel sad about me once I'm dead, then good.