I have all reasons to life, several to die, and I am just to fucking chicken to kill myself. I no longer work, rarely shower nor leave house, my daughter moved in with her dad as I couldn't care for her any longer( already raised my son), I have beautiful family that live down the road, and I am just miserable anywhere I go. The only things I look forward to is sleep. I drink to try to pass out, and I eat in excess. I was fit and healthy 4 years ago, attending ever thing, now life is nothing. I don't even take out my trash, my whole kitchen has a month worth of drink wrappers and food with dirty dishes and bugs now. I wish there was an easy way to take my life. All my teeth are rotted from all of my bad eating habits.
Do you think you can do it? I thought I could, yet it's been four years,
Do you think you can do it? I thought I could, yet it's been four years,
