Leave me be

[lostinthecha0s]

I hate the words of "even on your hardest days your still here and that's enough" "there's so many people who love you and would be devastated" "keep living, even if it's for me"

If people truely loved me after seeing the agony I'm in they would wish for me to find that eternal release I've begged for.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Nature and this world looks at things in a different way. It thinks in terms of life. If you notice, sometimes, a small sapling comes out of a concrete floor.
However, why we feel this way, this agony is because how humans have structured the society and the system.
That's the same system, that acts like it's Pro Lifer, when it actually is a hypocrite.
If they were really proLifers, they'd make a better system that works for all. But this system only works for capitalists so that we work for them and help them expand and pay taxes to govt.
When I asked my parents to give me poison, they didn't. They wanted me to live and face life cuz they have faced it. First, they bring me to this world without my permission and now I'm supposed to continue to live without my permission. Not fair.
Don't expect others to give you that eternal release. We will have to find it ourselves.

 

[kirillbledny]

It's just very self centered of them. People also don't get that "just being alive" really isn't enough unfortunately. It's not enough to keep one motivated to live, and it's not enough in terms of making money for food/bills etc.

 

[literallynoone]

People's survival instinct is strong for other people too not just themselves. I can't really blame them for that. Although that doesn't mean I think it's okay to say things like that, noone knows about my suicidal tendencies (besides my sister) but if I told anyone and that'd be their response I'd be either sad or pissed off.
I do think that sometimes they have a point. Like if someone's self-hatred is their main driving force making them realize people care even if they don't know how to express is a good thing