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Suicide Discussion

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minato
What does overdosing feel like?
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23
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NoEpoh27
NoEpoh27
Darkover
i don't know what has the right to bring you alive to live out your misery
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4
Views
602
Arihman
Arihman
serah
Venting its all exhausting
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0
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236
serah
serah
carac
  • Poll
Violent or peaceful ctb and antidepressants
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0
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282
carac
carac
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Lifespan in 21st century
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6
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443
Secrets1
Secrets1
S
I told ones closest to me that I'm going to die by suicide
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3
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387
Aim
Aim
hallowed_
Help Self induced vomit
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1
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401
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
ddn.ctb
How close are you to CTB tonight?
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15
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771
tiltherainstops
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suchaprettygard3n
Venting does anyone else feel like even ctb is too much? effort?
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33
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2K
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
Lost_my_soul
Venting Annoying
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5
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432
ThisUnrest
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PandaBe
Help How to deal with SI
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1
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402
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Secrets1
Entanglements, entrepreneurship
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3
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316
Darkover
Darkover
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people say disgusting things like “suicide is never the answer”
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6
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632
Unknown21
Unknown21
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Help Sn gram to teaspoon
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4
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417
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
K
doubting myself
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0
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249
k7654321
K
T
  • Question
Help How to properly cut people off?
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6
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Oblivion
Oxycodone + Xanax + Alcohol + Plastic bag and ziptie
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10
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763
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
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Despair and Loneliness
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1
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327
nood11
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FailureToAll
Venting Tired
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3
Views
401
Amidaa
Amidaa
AshesofSadness
Venting I hope i didnt ruin my chance
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2
Views
338
puella
puella
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Wanting to check composition of SN.
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12
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780
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
Boudika
Help I fucked up by telling my online friend that I was going to ctb. How do I calm her down and tell her that I am not going to ctb?
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9
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942
StalkedByDeath
StalkedByDeath
len
Venting no one knows how i feel and it's killing me
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4
Views
306
Left
Left
V
Help Is there any way i can ctb within the next 24 hours, i am getting really desperate
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4
Views
650
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
roseleaf
Venting hey guys
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4
Views
351
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Just bought a rope :)
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2
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
g&hexmhn
Venting Imagine if being called annoying was your final straw /s
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3
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lwlaiet8887
How can I use my death as activism for my mother and understanding of those who commit suicide?
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14
Views
834
Enlighten
Enlighten
Tesha
Tell me not to
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10
Views
509
carac
carac
A
Venting Nonsense
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9
Views
442
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
geraldofrivia
Help Will jumping off of a 5 story building roof be enough?
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10
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1K
Wisdom3_1-9
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sadidiot0328
Discussion Anyone else feel like they have to tell white lies to their psychiatrist?
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9
Views
580
alivefornow
alivefornow
greyblue_bian
Happiness is a choice.
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8
Views
906
Gleysson
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Discussion Would you still be suicidal if you did everything right in life?
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65
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3K
kyuuketsuki
kyuuketsuki
Vivisection
Discussion If pain weren't a factor, would you choose a gruesome death?
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47
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2K
kyuuketsuki
kyuuketsuki
Darkover
I hate waking up
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20
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1K
doneforlife
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Lost_my_soul
Is there a thing called soulmate?
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26
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1K
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
MeltingBrain
  • Poll
Discussion Do you think psych wards should exist ? #5
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35
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2K
absolutelyyou
absolutelyyou
johan.liebert
I want to die but scared
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6
Views
606
WretchedDreams
WretchedDreams
lwlaiet8887
I survived my CBT attempt (Boofing Heroin)
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22
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2K
Quinton Coldwater
Q
bellinda
My suicide attempt is my happiest memory
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3
Views
983
bellinda
bellinda
Georgehelm
Venting Being treated as crazy by someone you love
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2
Views
288
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Terranova
Hypothermia
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3
Views
1K
dragonofenvy
dragonofenvy
ToniFoxGirl!!
Venting Planning on relapsing on SH tonight
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3
Views
373
puella
puella
Y
Help How to CTB with a pistol
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2
Views
662
YellowTemperence89
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Help Stabing
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19
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1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
ctb-soon
If invited to an online CTB- would you consider it?
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15
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1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
C
Help Castor beans as easy as just swallowing? (some vent too)
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6
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1K
soleil
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dazed_dreamer
Thank you, farewell! (UPDATE: postponed)
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6
Views
746
udusa
udusa
venin
For how long have you been yearning to CTB?
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34
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1K
udusa
udusa
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