Discussion Goodbye (Leaving)

[HeroinTears]

Firstly I want to thank everyone that was there unconditionally. That always just wrote not expecting anything in return... thank you for always being there in my best and worst moments.

I have met so many awesome and beautiful people here and it has just been great. But. Sometimes it can just be a negativity and CTB echochamber and after a while it just gets to you... It hurts very much to see people you really love, because I just can't find a better word, feel so bad and not be able to do ANYTHING about it. I have already lost too many good people, and with having to find out by myself that someone I cared about had done themselves in and never told me, that was just the final nail for me.

So I will be leaving the site. I don't know If I'll return, if I might decide to ctb outside on my own or what the future holds in store, but for the first time ever, I'm hoping it's good. Fuck depresion, fuck feeling down and fuck suicide. I really hope everyone can find their own peace, sooner rather than later....

Bless you all...

Singning off for the last time,

HeroinTears

 

[Dliena]

I hope you can find the peace and closure you're looking for OP.

 

[migimortis]

Take care bro I understand. I hope you get the peace you deserve.

 

[Proteus]

Sometimes it can just be a negativity and CTB echochamber

This is why you browse recovery once in a while. Obviously people won't be positive on suicide discussions lol.

Edit, I didn't mean to annoy anyone, it's just that OP seems to be looking for that. They didn't confirm they wanted to die, in fact, they were complaining about excess dying.

 

[thetruetato]

Firstly I want to thank everyone that was there unconditionally. That always just wrote not expecting anything in return... thank you for always being there in my best and worst moments.

I have met so many awesome and beautiful people here and it has just been great. But. Sometimes it can just be a negativity and CTB echochamber and after a while it just gets to you... It hurts very much to see people you really love, because I just can't find a better word, feel so bad and not be able to do ANYTHING about it. I have already lost too many good people, and with having to find out by myself that someone I cared about had done themselves in and never told me, that was just the final nail for me.

So I will be leaving the site. I don't know If I'll return, if I might decide to ctb outside on my own or what the future holds in store, but for the first time ever, I'm hoping it's good. Fuck depresion, fuck feeling down and fuck suicide. I really hope everyone can find their own peace, sooner rather than later....

Bless you all...

Singning off for the last time,

HeroinTears

Goodbye, I sadly didn't get the chance to talk but good luck with whatever you choose to do.

 

[Aim]

Goodbye And all the best of luck to you, and hopefully this will help you to feel better

 

[IonicLemon69]

Best of luck to you

 

[Gonnerr]

Best of luck , goodbye.

 

[Valky]

I hope everything goes well for you!!! <3

 

[2f2kd2up2care]

Best of luck , goodbye.

Hey, I have watched the documentary where your pfp is from, what was your opinion on it?

 

[Gonnerr]

Hey, I have watched the documentary where your pfp is from, what was your opinion on it?

Its a great documentary. The song at the end is the one i will listen too when i ctb.
Its a great ctb song.

 

[Quantum Particle]

Wishing you all the best for your future

 

[ctbcat]

good luck, sweet :] i hope there's warmth in your future

 

[Patches]

May you find peace, take care friend.

 

[deedeme]

Good luck. You do what feels best to you, for you!

Hugs.

 

[rozeske]

You have made the right decision to leave, if the site is making you feel worse. I wish you all the best in your future journey, peace be with you

 

[Doemu]

I really hope you get better, you deserve. I can't follow you, I'm to much self-destructive so the better is that I just stay away.

Live for both

 

[Kit1]

Well done for making the right decision for you - this forum is not meant for anyone to feel worsen and the decision to leave the forum was the right one.

I really hope and wish that you find true happiness, peace of mind, contentment, good health and true friends in your life.

Best wishes.

 

[outrider567]

You succeeded, hope it was a pleasant passing

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luvk! I hope you find peace.

 

[Meteora]

Take care, @HeroinTears. Was nice getting to know you .

 

[logi3535]

nooo... :( we didn't get to talk that much, only about avogado, but you seem like a genuinely nice person, I hope your travel to the afterlife was peaceful and comfortable
rest well hero, you will be missed...