Lifeless Living
New Member
- Nov 21, 2024
- 2
Everything just suck. Everytime I feel like my life is improving and all my issues have been answered, some shit just happens and it sucks me right back. Everytime i fall for the trap, thinking it's gonna be better now and it never works out. Never has and i'm starting to think it never will.
I've tried talking in the past, my parents took me to some therapy shit, the woman there was stupid and she didn't help at all, eventually i just stopped going. My parents just then moved on, like it never happened my issues became not real.
Everyone tells you to talk to someone, but i just don't think it works, it's only gonna lead to them treating you differently, giving you the same stupid advice: "it's gonna get better" Fuck i hate those words, because it doesn't fucking get better.
I feel like all the people around me don't really care right now, but when i'm gone they'll care a lot. They always care more when you leave. I'm trapped in a state of limbo of people not caring now but i don't want to disappoint and hurt people because it will cause them grief when i'm gone.
So i'm left to rot inside my room. Destined to decay.
I've tried talking in the past, my parents took me to some therapy shit, the woman there was stupid and she didn't help at all, eventually i just stopped going. My parents just then moved on, like it never happened my issues became not real.
Everyone tells you to talk to someone, but i just don't think it works, it's only gonna lead to them treating you differently, giving you the same stupid advice: "it's gonna get better" Fuck i hate those words, because it doesn't fucking get better.
I feel like all the people around me don't really care right now, but when i'm gone they'll care a lot. They always care more when you leave. I'm trapped in a state of limbo of people not caring now but i don't want to disappoint and hurt people because it will cause them grief when i'm gone.
So i'm left to rot inside my room. Destined to decay.
