Venting I feel like I’m decaying

[sherlock]

I feel like I'm decaying. I've lost over 24 kg of weight in five months.

I don't know if anyone can relate to this but I think I've just lost my appetite. I almost never remember eating, it just doesn't occur to me anymore. Even when I do, I can't finish a sandwich. I would want to throw up immediately.

Everyone thinks I'm on a diet, and people are celebrating my weight loss as if it's an accomplishment. Yet, I keep telling them I am not but they just don't believe me.


My psychiatrist seems not to care about it… I really don't understand why. I've told him multiple times I'm losing weight unintentionally, and he can see it, but he doesn't seem to care.

 

[flowersforalgernons]

are you overweight? they dont rly seem to care much if you're overweight or normal weight.

 

[sherlock]

Yeah I was overweight. I was about 115 kg, and now I'm about 90.

 

[flowersforalgernons]

yeah. they probably won't care unless you get rly thin. which sucks. but it happened to me too, i lost like 70 lbs and nobody rly says anything about it. sort of. people are starting to get concerned but its bc i look fairly thin at my current weight and i'm not overweight anymore.

sry people don't seem to see your suffering

 

[sherlock]

yeah. they probably won't care unless you get rly thin. which sucks. but it happened to me too, i lost like 70 lbs and nobody rly says anything about it. sort of. people are starting to get concerned but its bc i look fairly thin at my current weight and i'm not overweight anymore.

sry people don't seem to see your suffering

Thank you for sharing this.
I honestly don't care anymore, I'm just waiting for the day I have the guts and end it all.

I am just surprised at how people would want to believe anything but the truth. If the truth doesn't make sense then it's not true anymore.