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Suicide Discussion

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ddn.ctb
Write a police report on how you will be found.
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2
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362
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
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I'll be gone next weekend.
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7
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907
Mortadelo
Mortadelo
2BDamned
need a painful way to kill myself.
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12
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909
cosifantutti
cosifantutti
W
Discussion If I want to live stream/record my exit for others to see: Is there something wrong with me?
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44
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3K
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
Banshe
I'm dying friday morning so I can stop from hurting anyone again.
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46
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2K
Freyja13
Freyja13
lovely_doses
Venting lonely in my own relationship
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7
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881
Rouge4000
Rouge4000
Arihman
Resource A new Efilism wiki has been created.
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1
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612
Darkover
Darkover
H
I’m on the edge
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2
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336
tiredone
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S
CTB Suggestions
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3
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312
love2-1
love2-1
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
  • Poll
Leaving a letter
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10
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1K
a_depressed_lizard
a_depressed_lizard
d3c4y
NSFW dead pet
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15
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2K
pole
P
jussrav
Sn help
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3
Views
633
wendy5c
W
ardacalvin
I think this is the night
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10
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581
EternalShore
EternalShore
SolomonKado
Discussion Funeral and burial…
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11
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766
Boudika
Boudika
FuneralCry
Venting Do you wish that you died at a younger age?
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39
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2K
plastic
P
BlazingBob
I'm dying of loneliness
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6
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455
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
Ashe
Venting Mental instability
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1
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379
wendy5c
W
Darkover
Life is bad death is good
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4
Views
289
Huggs
Huggs
Waiting for death
I’ve failed in first attempt.
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1
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
rabbit_feet
I want to s/h but I don't know how
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9
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498
obei
obei
T
Travelling/country to a location for jumping.
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3
Views
400
TooConscious
T
wastingtime
i feel so spoiled
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5
Views
451
Enlighten
Enlighten
lovely_doses
💭
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0
Views
349
lovely_doses
lovely_doses
G
struggle
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2
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265
plastic
P
C
NSFW anyone to ctb right now while videochatting?
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12
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3K
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
F
Benzo substitutions for SN
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6
Views
495
Deleted member 65988
D
B
Imposter syndrome
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2
Views
302
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lwlaiet8887
Venting Being truly suicidal is agony
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3
Views
413
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Gathering strengh to SN ctb
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4
Views
363
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shiva_Story
Can we outgrow the NPC feedback loop and live with intention, beyond instant gratification?
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0
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249
Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
DT2007
What's wrong
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0
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244
DT2007
DT2007
ardacalvin
I finally said goodbye to mother
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3
Views
1K
username8888
U
ardacalvin
the pain to ourselves and the pain to the others
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2
Views
359
username8888
U
A
  • Question
Help CTB via Partial hanging and Trazodone?
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7
Views
646
ApostleOfPain
A
S
Help I cant do this anymore
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4
Views
419
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
ardacalvin
After 3 years I'm back with my N stored and waiting for me.
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8
Views
919
username8888
U
C
Help I want to ctb but I havent made any plan yet, where should I start?
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8
Views
657
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Vizzy
Help Help in purchasing Nembutal
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52
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4K
LilaBlues
L
A
Possibly ctb this weekend - night night method
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4
Views
400
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Aim
Maybe a litle off topic.
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0
Views
230
Aim
Aim
AShipinthedark
Venting I still blame myself...
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2
Views
304
AShipinthedark
AShipinthedark
YoungJijii
If I were to CTB using a gun would it be better for me to aim for the heart or for the head?
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8
Views
969
STTP
STTP
mothflakes
Method Clarification about sn protocol
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5
Views
626
mothercoin
M
Darkover
freedom hypocrisy
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2
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269
R_N
R_N
P
Need advice
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10
Views
407
Uhh
Uhh
lovely_doses
i can't stop talking
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1
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337
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
lovely_doses
teehee
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3
Views
522
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
I
How I see suicide
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1
Views
285
DT2007
DT2007
oooobeeeeii
How much does it take if snorting heroine to take over?
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5
Views
903
Orbitc
Orbitc
B
  • Question
How to CTB successfully without a gun?
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0
Views
339
Bunny Beanie
B
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