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Suicide Discussion

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saYori2l_ve
think I should die
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2
Views
404
Wormfood
Wormfood
FutureHanger
Venting I feel like I have someone's blood on my hands
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2
Views
432
the_path_of_sorrows
the_path_of_sorrows
Anxi0usandDepressed
Help Where can I buy SN online??? (Australia)
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1
Views
664
Akiratendo
Akiratendo
B
Help legality of importing SN in australia
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0
Views
414
buspassenger!
B
Exact Change
Anyone have a parent who ctb?
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13
Views
973
Doemu
Doemu
obei
Help How to properly leave behind my religious mother?
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1
Views
313
Doemu
Doemu
lament.
Venting Trying to help others when I can't even help myself
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1
Views
396
Doemu
Doemu
C
Manhattan is perfect for jumping
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20
Views
1K
the_path_of_sorrows
the_path_of_sorrows
T
Method Suicide by Konjac Powder
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1
Views
838
hailspark
hailspark
Ambivalent1
Anyone else feel that humans are freaks?
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19
Views
904
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
B
  • Question
Help Nembutal
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0
Views
367
B90123
B
Krash1990
Discussion What would it take for you to not want to CTB at all?
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158
Views
7K
Patches
P
markus
How much morph to kill me?
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2
Views
387
markus
markus
M30W
my view on life doesn't change even when I learn more.
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1
Views
431
Deicius
D
FutureHanger
Discussion does anyone else feel like in a weird way, their life was going to lead up to CTB?
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41
Views
2K
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
D
"Tethered Torment: A Dance with Suicidal Desires"
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0
Views
284
Deicius
D
Cepi
What’s your daily life like?
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48
Views
2K
Finalnight
Finalnight
funeraleveryday
Where are people getting SN in the US
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0
Views
309
funeraleveryday
funeraleveryday
Ambivalent1
Will all bridges that have been used for ctb be inaccessible in the coming years?
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35
Views
2K
SeaBreeze
SeaBreeze
M
Nembuthal in South America / Peru
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0
Views
478
Maybeunlucky
M
L
Pentobarbital vs Phenobarbital
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2
Views
486
letsmakeitagoodworl
L
ForgottenTomb
Method Places besides home and hotel for hanging.
Replies
4
Views
593
ForgottenTomb
ForgottenTomb
huntergirl14
I’m still here
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0
Views
257
huntergirl14
huntergirl14
FuneralCry
Venting There’s nothing tragic about permanently being unable to suffer.
Replies
5
Views
542
heliophobic
heliophobic
numblydeprived
Venting Scared of the future
Replies
0
Views
325
numblydeprived
numblydeprived
W
How to overcome SI
Replies
1
Views
473
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
W
FutureHanger
Venting does anyone else feel like their body parts sometimes just "die"
Replies
0
Views
294
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
リンさん
Venting Being queer in Russia is making me feel suicidal
Replies
6
Views
800
numblydeprived
numblydeprived
N
What does "fading away" feel like physically? Is it different from just falling asleep, passing out etc?
Replies
9
Views
816
ReadyOrNot?
ReadyOrNot?
D
Help Prettiest place to ctb in Utah
Replies
7
Views
748
Argo
A
CandyK__
Discussion This world is designed for popping bubbles
Replies
9
Views
1K
Argo
A
bumbalumba200
being blatantly ignored
Replies
7
Views
759
tvoisluga
tvoisluga
CentreMid
Venting Trying therapy again
Replies
10
Views
2K
tvoisluga
tvoisluga
dustyrainbow
Venting started preparations for ctb out of spite
Replies
4
Views
567
dustyrainbow
dustyrainbow
I
Suicide by Mercury poisoning?
Replies
5
Views
549
tvoisluga
tvoisluga
Annabella
How to buy SN in Eastern Europe/Bulgaria?
Replies
8
Views
2K
TiredOfAllThis
T
NekiLik
Venting Feel like no one understands me
Replies
0
Views
302
NekiLik
NekiLik
migimortis
  • Locked
  • Question
Help How to kill yourself with no drugs quietly?
Replies
1
Views
600
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
emptyjokes
Venting Did you guys hear about that pastor who called for gay people to be "shot in the back of the head"?
Replies
17
Views
1K
Raindancer
Raindancer
Bunnybrains
practiced partial feeling odd
Replies
5
Views
1K
rozeske
R
motob
Venting Failing at what I don't want
Replies
6
Views
477
motob
motob
B
Final Thread (Method: SN)
Replies
37
Views
3K
Heartaches
Heartaches
T
SN with Benzodiazepines
Replies
60
Views
7K
Deleted member 65988
D
GroundControl
Help Welfare Check - US
Replies
0
Views
403
GroundControl
GroundControl
L
Help Welfare check UK
Replies
9
Views
882
Kit1
K
Alessa
Looking for sample kit
Replies
6
Views
813
Alessa
Alessa
ChronicPainExistent
Should one hyperventilate before jumping to increase chance of fast unconsciousness?
Replies
1
Views
300
Linda
Linda
Darkover
How do I escape this endless suffering prison called existence? I feel like I'm trapped in this hell called life.
Replies
2
Views
585
UKscotty
U
peacepursuit23
Discussion Dealing with relatives and friends?
Replies
3
Views
470
bambie200
bambie200
P
SH What places are best to cut if I'm just going for styro cuts? (besides forearms)
Replies
1
Views
622
notindanger
notindanger
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