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SaveOurLastGoodbye
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- Jan 14, 2024
- 27
I wish I could go back in time and save my best friend from CTB by helping him fight the cancer he was diagnosed with. His death has been the main catalyst of my life going downhill. If I CTB I would hope to see him again and apologize for all of my mistakes. He was truly one of the most genuine and kindest people I had ever known in my life, and I still think about him three years after it all happened.
I would also like to go back in time and fix all the mistakes I made with my partner, so that they would still be with me right now. Without them this world is not fulfilling me. I made so many fucking stupid mistakes I could've avoided with them, and it all continues to haunt me. Despite everything, I really truly loved them. Holding out flimsy hope that they will come back is probably the only thing still keeping me from ending it, though I don't know if they will.
I would also like to go back in time and fix all the mistakes I made with my partner, so that they would still be with me right now. Without them this world is not fulfilling me. I made so many fucking stupid mistakes I could've avoided with them, and it all continues to haunt me. Despite everything, I really truly loved them. Holding out flimsy hope that they will come back is probably the only thing still keeping me from ending it, though I don't know if they will.