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Suicide Discussion

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Lifeis_Jouissance70
I want to sleep and not wake up anymore
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9
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1K
NocturnILL
NocturnILL
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Venting Fear of death
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4
Views
406
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
_Alfarooq_
How do I order sodium nitrite so it arrives at a click and collect location instead of my house?
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2
Views
595
HypoxicHeaven
HypoxicHeaven
bpdiskillingme
Venting Life is boring
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8
Views
478
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ppie41
Reoccurring dream
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1
Views
341
starlightsun
starlightsun
Boudika
Help Are you going to tell your priest that you are going to ctb when you go to confession?
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14
Views
930
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Smelly_ballz
Will Nyquil work to make me less anxious/have less SI when the time comes?
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2
Views
315
tiyijinn
T
obei
Venting My mother said she would ctb too if I do it
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12
Views
561
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
SanguineShark
Venting Getting addicted to the forum
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18
Views
991
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
luks
how devastating is dysphoria and dysmorphia for you?
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17
Views
783
Trakehner
Trakehner
S
Help Fast method
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1
Views
528
SadCookie
S
O
Alabama agrees to use Nitrogen to execute death row inmate Kenneth Eugene Smith
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3
Views
415
sserafim
sserafim
spiritus
I keep ruining my life thinking I'm going to CTB.
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5
Views
482
FailureToAll
FailureToAll
hxppythxught
Discussion Last meal.
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54
Views
2K
sserafim
sserafim
thejumper
2 arms, 1 head - a profound suicide note
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5
Views
1K
GMOpNsOTW9J
GMOpNsOTW9J
H
Discussion What is the least lonely method?
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1
Views
376
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
D
Should i order SN and antiemetics to the nearest post office as mum will intercept them if ordered at home?
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4
Views
495
marsupialmarsupial
M
U
Discussion Why don't they put a damn Nitrogen Gas service in Switzerland? I mean why!!!
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1
Views
441
Falling Slowly
F
demitriusmigsysvotf
Method sleeping pills
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4
Views
625
Ernest1964
E
Meimi18
  • Question
Help with bruising
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0
Views
255
Meimi18
Meimi18
maggotsfromjez
Venting I fucking hate having BPD
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11
Views
660
Oathkeeper
Oathkeeper
J
Discussion Shooting Yourself
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15
Views
6K
BrknEyes
BrknEyes
K
any ideas on how to get a gun in another state w/o that state's ID?
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6
Views
2K
BrknEyes
BrknEyes
cadaver rabbit
Method Nowhere high enough!
Replies
8
Views
596
cadaver rabbit
cadaver rabbit
SpiderLink
Poetry about depression and suicide
Replies
6
Views
896
Itatn
I
N
Guns?
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0
Views
250
Nevermore23
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兎の耳
Want to CTB as soon as possible but can't afford any of the easy options. Just want to vent.
Replies
3
Views
491
兎の耳
兎の耳
M
Method SN
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0
Views
392
Moroze
M
Villager_37
Discussion What do you think will happen after your CTB?
Replies
8
Views
794
tinyghost
tinyghost
Kore
Story The purpose of life, or, the lack of…
Replies
3
Views
605
Division Day
Division Day
F
Venting Process of accepting that CTB is the right one?
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0
Views
296
flp_
F
I
Discussion do you guys believe in hell
Replies
51
Views
2K
Engström
Engström
Busridin'26
Venting I just can't eat much when wanting to CTB. Rant about food & family Plus tw: eating disorder stuff
Replies
1
Views
437
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
A
The countdown list
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0
Views
273
Ammended
A
just_a_guy
  • Question
Discussion Something I've noticed here
Replies
26
Views
1K
Fernando_Pessoa
Fernando_Pessoa
Abandoned Character
Venting My friend killed himself yesterday
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20
Views
2K
AerialBoundaries
A
FuneralCry
Venting I wish that ceasing to exist is seen as the beautiful thing it truly is.
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3
Views
332
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
H
Venting I would be glad to never know what friendship is.
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0
Views
288
Hevn
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C
Venting My mom found out
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6
Views
811
I Can't Say
I Can't Say
prettyreadytogo
Help Painless methods in the US not requiring a gun
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2
Views
450
Miku _fanboy101
Miku _fanboy101
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How long can sn be opened for?
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3
Views
402
Deleted member 65988
D
A
I’m going now :/
Replies
7
Views
902
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
teddyxD
is it worth it?
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3
Views
386
Quiet_Observer
Quiet_Observer
S
What is SN
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4
Views
468
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Rationalizing death / overcoming SI
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2
Views
355
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
K
Method My plan so far
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2
Views
676
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Just A Thank You thread
Replies
6
Views
359
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Cress
Discussion I keep forgetting this is just a temporary stop in everyone's journey And they're about to head out the door soon :(
Replies
10
Views
666
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lattebrew
Method What's an accessible/reliable method to CTB?
Replies
13
Views
2K
Division Day
Division Day
ththth999
Method i genuinely have no idea how to ctb
Replies
7
Views
1K
loverula
loverula
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