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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Would it be easier to acquire the materials needed for carbon monoxide vs an exit bag?
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461
Chelsea Leng
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Discussion Life is a try not to kill yourself challengue
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3
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551
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
sserafim
Is it bad that I don’t care about the effect my ctb will have on anyone?
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18
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729
Henryk
Henryk
<user>
Is there a way for police to find my body after I’ve left, without them resuscitating me?
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3
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471
Linda
Linda
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Venting This site has helped me more than therapy
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6
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790
MBG
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bunny_brownie9
I just feel so lonely and it makes the thoughts worse
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12
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788
BorderlineChellery
BorderlineChellery
SoulofSteel
Ever felt like being gaslit?
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2
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328
Undertow Mermaid
Undertow Mermaid
bluegodism
today is my day
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15
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1K
bluegodism
bluegodism
Notlikeforte
No one gets it.
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6
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465
BorderlineChellery
BorderlineChellery
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M SN source legitimacy?
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120
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9K
Redleaf1992
Redleaf1992
blurryblor
Help need some insight on firearm methods
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3
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378
Account4521
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MiMif
Conditional suicide
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2
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419
MiMif
MiMif
zombiegirl
the bus will eventually come
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6
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731
Account4521
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Toxinebulaic
Discussion What is the most meaningful physical contact you've ever made?
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34
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2K
ctbcat
ctbcat
A
Method Ultimate helium suicide
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12
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2K
Account4521
A
Save_Me_Mind
Just terrible rhymes
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2
Views
353
Save_Me_Mind
Save_Me_Mind
saYori2l_ve
  • Question
Help Trouble at work
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4
Views
643
Linda
Linda
FireFox
Mental health advocacy and Suicide prevention is just a way for arseholes to show how they are "good people"
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9
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755
BlessedBeTheFlame
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Discussion How are my CTB chances with Heroin? (Germany)
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16
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1K
random_user
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Unknown21
Method Overdosing + SN
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32
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2K
Unknown21
Unknown21
walkingdead2023
SN
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7
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1K
uniqueusername4
uniqueusername4
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Help Jumping from Istanbul Bridges
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13
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1K
Alpercino
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Sleeper System
Venting Feeling better. Drowning in distractions.
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6
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535
CC123
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bambie200
Venting Was anyone else their parents’ scapegoat?
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5
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778
Waldorf&Statler
Waldorf&Statler
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Discussion The pro-mortalist point of view.
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33
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3K
username90493486
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B
Venting Subhumans like me must all die
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5
Views
925
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Amyend88
Discussion The Bridge Between Suicidal and Homicidal.
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11
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1K
sserafim
sserafim
FutureHanger
Venting Has anyone else gotten so deep they can't imagine a solution to a long term problem that isn't CTB?
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13
Views
902
BlessedBeTheFlame
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Lawliet
Venting insurance stopped approving life saving medication
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5
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622
Worndown
Worndown
markus
Easy ways to get sn?
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5
Views
676
Final_Choice
Final_Choice
B
Method Getting drunk to help ctb?
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7
Views
803
bluexapalooza
B
notforl0ng
Venting I found a method that certainly should work and I finally feel relieved.
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4
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1K
notforl0ng
notforl0ng
lixt
Help Some questions regarding death
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5
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872
lixt
lixt
G
Nitrogen gas execution of Kenneth Eugene Smith sees him "shake and writhe on the gurney, sometimes pulling against the restraints
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86
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8K
BeBraveBrother
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sserafim
How do you choose your ctb date?
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35
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2K
bipolar22
bipolar22
K
NSFW Anyone Else Bothered By Not Having Sex Before CTB?
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47
Views
4K
Final_Choice
Final_Choice
CouldaHvBeenARock
Venting My parents are trash
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3
Views
404
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Methylene chloride
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0
Views
399
Chelsea Leng
C
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how pretty much everywhere is so pro-life
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2
Views
547
imnotsurewhy
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The Schizoid
If you can afford to do it, then jumping from really high is surely the most full proof method?
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7
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1K
UKscotty
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Vesper_The_Ghost
Venting How can I feel suicidal when I have goals and dreams for my future.
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9
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899
ArteriesBindEveryon
ArteriesBindEveryon
leavingthesoultrap
Anyone else was extremely sad even as a little kid?
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36
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2K
cold_severance
C
sserafim
Does anyone else want their sadness to consume them?
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34
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2K
twin size mattress
twin size mattress
venin
How are your hopes regarding the future right now?
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24
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1K
matt1968
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D
Venting My dad asked me if I had any hopes for the future.
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1
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395
whats_the_point
whats_the_point
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I need to CTB ASAP
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3
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453
Ninja_Master
Ninja_Master
Ambivalent1
Does your reason for ctb shift?
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15
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940
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Hikikomori1
Goodbye
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24
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2K
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
4everDone
What would be the best way to document my way towards the end?
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7
Views
844
ctbcat
ctbcat
I
  • Locked
Please help me
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4
Views
529
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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