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Suicide Discussion

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fishygirl
Venting My face
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0
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393
fishygirl
fishygirl
Foreverix
Story My story so far...
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0
Views
283
Foreverix
Foreverix
cscott
How much is too much for insanity to push you to your death?
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6
Views
694
cscott
cscott
drmihilo
CTB Today.
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24
Views
1K
Ruma
Ruma
jussrav
Hell
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4
Views
365
jussrav
jussrav
I
I don't think I can do this anymore
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3
Views
259
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lwlaiet8887
Venting Impulsively tried to drown myself
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3
Views
522
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Could someone message me please
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3
Views
331
ThisUnrest
T
donxtwait
Story the dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
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1
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653
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Please could someone explain to me how to use the dark web
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3
Views
363
wildflower27
W
I
So tired
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2
Views
492
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sserafim
I wish I could just dissolve
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6
Views
360
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
D
Would you buy a house someone had killed themselves in?
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14
Views
804
MyLifeisHell
MyLifeisHell
FailureToAll
  • Question
Discussion Who do you worry about your death impacting the most?
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22
Views
747
EndofSmallSanctuary
EndofSmallSanctuary
finalkarma
Venting i do nothing
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7
Views
603
wagner2029
wagner2029
thatworthlessmale04
What are some suicide methods I could use?
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7
Views
941
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Estrela do Sol
Sou uma covarde!
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6
Views
635
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
Jezzibell
Help Airport security and chemicals
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6
Views
464
Departme
Departme
ddn.ctb
Is it an if or a when you CTB
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26
Views
619
Kokonoe
Kokonoe
W
Does anyone know where I can get benzodiazepines online?
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2
Views
376
wildflower27
W
Pancake
Venting I feel like I can only forgive myself through self-deprecation.
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2
Views
306
jussrav
jussrav
Pardoe84
I bought a rope
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4
Views
502
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
sad about couple on the bus
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6
Views
585
F Sea
F Sea
busybee
Venting moments of clarity
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1
Views
349
wagner2029
wagner2029
M.O.N
Story realized I may possibly have experienced some sort of brain damage after attempt
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8
Views
1K
M.O.N
M.O.N
jussrav
Suicide tonight
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20
Views
1K
jussrav
jussrav
sserafim
Fatal height for jumps
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21
Views
993
golden_triforce3
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woahthereitsbread
Method Anything i can mix with alcohol to CTB?
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0
Views
392
woahthereitsbread
woahthereitsbread
strawb12
Venting one of my many problems with pro lifers
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0
Views
333
strawb12
strawb12
3FormsofUnhappiness
Hopefully going to commit suicide by Sunday evening
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8
Views
941
Larysa
Larysa
Lost Magic
After a night out at a pub, I knew I was running out of time
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0
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323
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
permanency of death
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3
Views
395
Kōenji
Kōenji
hevlalab
  • Question
Discussion Time travel to stop being suicidal
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10
Views
479
HappyForever?
H
E
Why SN over fentanyl?
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33
Views
3K
deepblack
deepblack
wastingpotential
Help using my suicide as justice
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5
Views
419
lessthanperfect
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cardboard_house
Venting I can't live without her
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3
Views
577
The Burning Fool
The Burning Fool
cardboard_house
Venting I feel so lost and useless
Replies
6
Views
554
HighFlight
HighFlight
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Story Surviving ctb is embarrassing
Replies
3
Views
688
Random Username
Random Username
jawdropped123
Discussion Even tho you are suicidal does the thought of your mother losing you even made you rethink your decision?
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96
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4K
Archness
Archness
R
This is what is annoying about ctb'ing
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11
Views
734
edu0z
edu0z
Cryptonite
Help I'm standing on a balcony every day. How should I push myself to do it?
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10
Views
839
conflagration
C
venin
For how lond did you try to turn your life around/recover until you decided to CTB?
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51
Views
2K
Parnate
P
passivethought121
Venting ohymgod i cant do this forever
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1
Views
340
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Venting Always messing things up and being yelled at
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8
Views
618
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
W
What would you do if you walked in on someone in the last moments before they hanged themselves?
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22
Views
820
Springore
Springore
T
Venting I feel sick at my stomach
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18
Views
734
ThatStateOfMind
T
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
I walked out of work without notifying anyone
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1
Views
339
namename555
namename555
HappySisyphus
Venting Everything just keeps getting worse and I guess I'll be a father now
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0
Views
345
HappySisyphus
HappySisyphus
T
Scared
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6
Views
429
Freyja13
Freyja13
G
Tent and bbq
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0
Views
325
goingsoor
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