Discussion is there anything youd want to accomplish before CTB?

[catscratches]

i dont have a lot of plans but
ive been compiling the last few art pieces ive done to post them all in bulk before i CTB
i want to try as many recreational substances I can get my hands on during my last few months
i want to visit my mothers home town in mexico
that's pretty much it

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I just want to peacefully fall into an eternal sleep, I just want this existence to be forgotten about and that is all. I've never had much interest in something so futile and undesirable as existence.

 

[Average Joe]

I just want affection before I go. Trying to think of someone to call so I don't die on my own

 

[Sleeper System]

I want to die debt free. Pointless but yeah.

 

[synchroscope]

I want to see the Milky Way. I'm planning a camping trip for the total eclipse in April to do just that. I saw the one in 2017 (sexiest most amazing thing ever btw) so it won't kill me if the weather is bad this time and I don't get the full totality experience. As long as at some point, I get to see the stars like our ancestors did before light pollution took hold. Nobody is fascinated by the night sky like they used to be before then because now it's just an ugly black canvas littered with little dots. At least the moon is still pretty.

 

[AnxietyHangover]

Honestly, no. I managed to get a degree, get a decent job, an apartment. I've seen what life has to offer despite being only in my late 20s.

 

[sserafim]

I want to travel and see the world

 

[SoulofSteel]

I've always wanted to develop and publish a commercial video game.

 

[FluffyCat]

I really want to improve my drawing, or have drawn something I can be really proud of. Other than that I'd love like to visit Korea/Japan.
I'm having a rough time finding the motivation (aside from money and time) but at least it's somewhat distracting me from suicidal thoughts.