I tried my best at the end and waited for the results, I was burned out , I wanted a year to take to heal, but instead I got - u r a failure why bother waiting for results, my parents started fixing my life their way toying with it , verbally abused me when I said not to . I remember after my mom said something intense to me I had a rope tied in the room upstairs, I wasn't scared she would find me while coming upstairs. But just then my neighbour started humming quietly like a mother to her child, and I calmed down and removed the rope quickly. I scored well in results and got selected. No one sees hardwork but results , my parents attitude changes 180degree. But the damage was done already.... My mom also said once out of anger -dont blame me if u ever suicide 
.my mom verbally abused me for atleast good 10+ yrs. I blackout whenever she screams at me and forget about everything after a while. I don't think I love my parents anymore.I forgive them but I will never forget their actions when I was at my low.
.my mom verbally abused me for atleast good 10+ yrs. I blackout whenever she screams at me and forget about everything after a while. I don't think I love my parents anymore.I forgive them but I will never forget their actions when I was at my low.
