Help The Sn order that I placed over a year ago caused a Detective to show up at my parents door a few hours ago.

[BlueButterfly111]

Hey guys I know it's been a while, and this is completely random. I had ordered a package to my parents house from DMC over a year ago but it never showed up and I had to order another package eventually from a different source.

I don't live with my parents anymore and ultimately decided to keep living a little longer. This was over a year ago but I got a random call from my mom and stepdad this morning saying that a Homeland Security detective showed up to their door. He spoke to me over the phone and said they've been trying to contact me from random numbers, and that they've also been calling my parents home number as well.

The guy asked me if I ordered the package and I said no, (I know I was lying but I couldn't just admit that to my mom and stepdad who were also on the phone because I am not close with them and they used to be very strict and mean towards me.) I was in a really dark place when I ordered that package, and now I really regret it. Anyways after I told the guy that I didn't order the package he just said that's all he needed to know…. Then he explained to my parents about what the package was about and how people are using it to harm themselves. I asked if I was in any trouble and he said no I'm not in any trouble.

This was really embarrassing and humiliating as I am not even in a suicidal place like that anymore, and at the time I fully intended on ctb. My mom knows I've been suicidal in the past, so I'm sure deep down she knows that I probably did order it, but she's the type of person to act like nothing ever happened. Since I lied to the guy and told him that I didn't know anything about the package, would I get into some type of trouble if he later confirms that I lied and it really was me who ordered the package? Because I couldn't do that in front of my parents do you think he will further investigate?

The worst part is now my mom is worried that someone is doing that to hack my account, and I feel like I am gonna just have to probably come clean to her about that. This is so scary and humiliating, the worst part is he said my name and that he was looking for me. I'm sure he just wants to know how I got the package and who gave it to me. Will they try to harass me further, I'm really scared I'm gonna get in trouble. Now I'm gonna be even more ostracized in my family, I really just want to move on from the situation.

When I ordered that Sn I was really desperate and planned on immediately using the Sn, but because they intercepted it and it took so long, I had changed my mind on ctb. My stepdad is really mean and if he finds out that I really did order that package I think he would probably ban me from his house and my mom would just allow it. Also don't want to tell my mom because she will not be understanding about it either. My real father just passed away 3 months ago, so they might already be thinking that I did do it because of that, when ironically I ordered the package over a year ago. I really don't want to be bothered with this as like I said my father just passed away, and I am just trying to heal. Idk what to do.

 

[AgathaChristieLover]

If you'll be banned from the house, the best thing to do is deny it. There's no hard evidence you ordered it. If they do find out just use the "it was a year ago" excuse

 

[Blunderman]

You don't need to do anything, you are not in trouble, you didn't do anything illegal, they can't prove anything and no one really cares about some SN. Also I don't find your situation embarrassing and humiliating at all. Why are you so worried what your parents will think, if you said they were very strict and mean to you and you don't even live with them anymore?

 

[BlueButterfly111]

If you'll be banned from the house, the best thing to do is deny it. There's no hard evidence you ordered it. If they do find out just use the "it was a year ago" excuse

Honestly, I say that I'll be banned from the house, but idk if I really will or not, or how they would react. Like I said I'm not very close to them and I don't even live with them anymore, I know my mom cares about me so maybe that wouldn't happen, but it still would be awkward and embarrassing to admit. I remember when I admitted I was suicidal in the past, she would either become awkward and distant or sometimes even seem a little angry. I just come from that type of family where no one talks about anything. But thanks for the advice, I really don't want to be bothered with this and hope that they just leave me alone…

You don't need to do anything, you are not in trouble, you didn't do anything illegal, they can't prove anything and no one really cares about some SN. Also I don't find your situation embarrassing and humiliating at all. Why are you so worried what your parents will think, if you said they were very strict and mean to you and you don't even live with them anymore?

You make a good point, thanks for the reassurance. I guess it's just because even though I'm not very close with my mom, I still care about her and don't want her to worry. Also I have been on good terms with them recently even though I'm not that close to them. But you know you're right because they were strict and mean to me in the past, and they never apologized about it and I had to go through all my tough times alone with no support, so I shouldn't be so concerned with what they think because I'm just human. And obviously they weren't so worried about me at that time, so you make a good point actually, thanks for that comment, made me feel better lol.