That's understandable. I just feel like once you're actually at the stage where you've started *dying*, it's going to be really rough, since that would fuck up a lot of your internal organs and complicate other systems. And personally I just wouldn't be able to do it because of the risk of someone else noticing or intervening, because if you're passing out while your body shuts down I feel like it would be pretty easy for someone to get help and "save" you
But if you're absolutely set on this method I hope it remains relatively painless for you