First of all, it depends on when there is a convenient moment so that no one interferes and causes a minimum of negativity to loved ones, of course it will be hard for them, but they do not understand how much the disease torments me.
I'm waiting on available resources (SN) and also I'm paying off my credit cards I still have to pay the last one (Apple Card) I don't want to leave any debit behind.. I don't think I'll wait once I get sn I'll prob do it same day.. I got up today and looked outside through my window and said " it's white with all the snow but I see darkness and fear it's like I'm scared from life itself I don't know it's a weird feeling I'm having today…
I just attempt when I have ample time alone. which unfortunately isn't often. I at most get a few hours once every few weeks which is hardly enough time for any big plans. I also don't really think setting up a date and putting more stress on yourself in fear of missing it or rushing to CTB when you might not be ready is a good thing to do. It's hard to know when you are ready and that feeling is probably different for everyone but for me it's constantly been there.
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