How do you choose your ctb date?

[strangelife]

First of all, it depends on when there is a convenient moment so that no one interferes and causes a minimum of negativity to loved ones, of course it will be hard for them, but they do not understand how much the disease torments me.

 

[bluegodism]

just the date that my sn arrives.

 

[walkingdead2023]

I'm waiting on available resources (SN) and also I'm paying off my credit cards I still have to pay the last one (Apple Card) I don't want to leave any debit behind.. I don't think I'll wait once I get sn I'll prob do it same day.. I got up today and looked outside through my window and said " it's white with all the snow but I see darkness and fear it's like I'm scared from life itself I don't know it's a weird feeling I'm having today…

 

[lament.]

I just attempt when I have ample time alone. which unfortunately isn't often. I at most get a few hours once every few weeks which is hardly enough time for any big plans. I also don't really think setting up a date and putting more stress on yourself in fear of missing it or rushing to CTB when you might not be ready is a good thing to do. It's hard to know when you are ready and that feeling is probably different for everyone but for me it's constantly been there.

 

[The Schizoid]

How do you get over the fear of failing?

The only way is to choose a method with a very high success rate IMO

Nothing that involved drugs/substances really gives me any confidence.

Jumping or train for me,

 

[bipolar22]

Have you gotten any permanent damage from your failed attempts?

No.