• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
First of all, it depends on when there is a convenient moment so that no one interferes and causes a minimum of negativity to loved ones, of course it will be hard for them, but they do not understand how much the disease torments me.
 
  • Like
Reactions: sserafim
bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
110
just the date that my sn arrives.
 
  • Like
Reactions: sserafim and walkingdead2023
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
I'm waiting on available resources (SN) and also I'm paying off my credit cards I still have to pay the last one (Apple Card) I don't want to leave any debit behind.. I don't think I'll wait once I get sn I'll prob do it same day.. I got up today and looked outside through my window and said " it's white with all the snow but I see darkness and fear it's like I'm scared from life itself I don't know it's a weird feeling I'm having today…
 
  • Like
Reactions: sserafim
lament.

lament.

the Immortal
Jun 28, 2023
190
I just attempt when I have ample time alone. which unfortunately isn't often. I at most get a few hours once every few weeks which is hardly enough time for any big plans. I also don't really think setting up a date and putting more stress on yourself in fear of missing it or rushing to CTB when you might not be ready is a good thing to do. It's hard to know when you are ready and that feeling is probably different for everyone but for me it's constantly been there.
 
  • Like
Reactions: sserafim
The Schizoid

The Schizoid

Specialist
Oct 24, 2023
306
How do you get over the fear of failing?
The only way is to choose a method with a very high success rate IMO

Nothing that involved drugs/substances really gives me any confidence.

Jumping or train for me,
 
  • Like
Reactions: sserafim

Similar threads

iichi
Replies
11
Views
420
Suicide Discussion
prettysurethistime
P
isthisforreal
Replies
10
Views
594
Suicide Discussion
secretghost
secretghost
secretghost
Replies
44
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
finalgoodbye:(
finalgoodbye:(
jusval
Replies
2
Views
159
Suicide Discussion
jusval
jusval
digitalblackhole
Replies
12
Views
547
Suicide Discussion
seekingpeace88
S