How are your hopes regarding the future right now?

[venin]

100% being fucking hell I love my life and I look forward to everyday of it

0% being kill me. now


I think I'm somewhere around 17%

 

[Captive_Mind515]

I would say 10% hope for the future.

I really live in the moment and avoid too much thoughts about the future, because my mind gives me a very pessimistic forecast most of the time. Occasionally, I will have this picture in my mind of an okay future. But at the same time I know that there will be pain to endure along the way, if I want to get there. So my mind constantly tells me to instinctively avoid this pain and suffering, because it's not actually necessary to go through it.

Essentially I tell myself the juice is not actually worth the squeeze. And the logical part of my brain agrees with this assessment.

 

[MrDarkness]

50% I wanna see what the future is, I'm scared it won't get better and become worse

 

[venin]

I would say 10% hope for the future.

I really live in the moment and avoid too much thoughts about the future, because my mind gives me a very pessimistic forecast most of the time. Occasionally, I will have this picture in my mind of an okay future. But at the same time I know that there will be pain to endure along the way, if I want to get there. So my mind constantly tells me to instinctively avoid this pain and suffering, because it's not actually necessary to go through it.

Essentially I tell myself the juice is not actually worth the squeeze. And the logical part of my brain agrees with this assessment.

Nice perspective. Thank you

50% I wanna see what the future is, I'm scared it won't get better and become worse

Hope it gets better

 

[FuneralCry]

I just always and only dread what lies ahead, the inevitability of suffering is something that could never be acceptable for me, there's nothing desirable about enduring this futile process of waiting around to die, I know that existing will only get more torturous in the future.

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

100% want to die

 

[Fktw0rld]

Now, lingering around 85 to 95%

 

[sammiechzxv]

100% being fucking hell I love my life and I look forward to everyday of it

0% being kill me. now


I think I'm somewhere around 17%

5%

 

[thot88]

I wish I could be free from anxiety and tension. And that I would find suitable medical help for these problems. If these were solved, I wouldn't necessarily have to leave this world so early

 

[rosenrot]

probably 40-50% i need to get some structure in my life

 

[DazaiKinnie]

100% being fucking hell I love my life and I look forward to everyday of it

0% being kill me. now


I think I'm somewhere around 17%

I would say around 25%, big number, I know. My webnovel is starting to become popular and the project that I am working on begin to get polished. So yeah, there is a small bit of hope there.

 

[deadtrace]

5-10% max

 

[アホペンギン]

I have absolutely no hope for the future, I have been convinced over many years that I'd never amount to anything by my "family" and now I believe it 100%. All I see for myself is ctb. Its the only reasonable thing i'll ever see myself doing.

 

[Bioforever12]

20% think it'll be impossible for me to find love and a job, but I feel like most people in my situation on paper should get those things but I'm so so probably wont and it'll just get worse

 

[Alltheywanted]

Not more than 10%.

 

[kawaiiphantom]

100% being fucking hell I love my life and I look forward to everyday of it

0% being kill me. now


I think I'm somewhere around 17%

It usually shifts back and forth rapidly between 2% and 20% ;^^ except it's not my life that's the problem, it's just me

 

[Soc]

15%. Some kinda hope for the future but I can't see it clearly. Keep thinking of suicide every day instead. About to order the stuff to follow thru.

 

[SoulofSteel]

Around 10%, wish I could fucking die peacefully any minute now

 

[Redleaf1992]

25-30percent. I want to turn things around and have a 'happy successful life', but hope feels almost delusional. Get more n more bored with trying n caring.

 

[kermudgeon]

I've been off meds (not by choice) for essentially 2 months, which was my motivation for finding sasu, but I've got them figured out and I'm starting a new one tomorrow.

So right now I'm about 30% hopeful, buuuuuuut I always get my hopes up and then shit goes sideways and I'm worse off than before. So idfk...

 

[doormat25]

0%

 

[whotookmylexapro]

Somewhere from 25-35%. I want to live a good life but i fear that im gonna live to old age still dealing with the same fucking mental issues as i am now and it leaves me so hopeless

 

[4everDone]

20% my thoughts are pushing me towards the end

 

[whats_the_point]

Off my meds, stopped going to therapy (coz it didn't work) and just lost the little hope that I had about the future.
So today it's a 5% at maximum.

 

[matt1968]

I've lost my spirit. So at 5% and it's just winnowing away.