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Suicide Discussion

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ChildrensITV
Discussion Craziest, most inconsistent, most illogical thing about your life or mindframe or goals as a suicidal person?
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14
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1K
Unsure and alone
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FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people act all pro-life towards younger people who want to die
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13
Views
680
Rumi
Rumi
Dolphin55
Venting I am not meant to survive
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5
Views
417
Dolphin55
Dolphin55
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  • Question
Method Natural end
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11
Views
1K
Aim
Aim
TAW122
Life/sentience is a non-consensual subscription against our will! (see analogy)
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5
Views
449
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Locked
Ctb by getting AIDS?
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7
Views
876
LifeIsCrazyNemb
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F
What should I do if my SN looks like clumps/rocks?
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4
Views
505
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Discussion Nitrogen Gas a good way to go?
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5
Views
555
breezeboy
breezeboy
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Long Covid/CFS related ctb
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10
Views
674
donenow
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drinkthenectar
Help A way to make money off my things? Marketplace where people are interested in buying things from dead people?
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2
Views
428
MBG
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I
I've got a rough plan for tonight
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8
Views
774
ijustwantout
I
imdepressed999
Going to CTB again
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7
Views
512
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
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The family left behind
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5
Views
652
J&L383
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inneedrelief
Help with method
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1
Views
266
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
CTB
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0
Views
262
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
H
Venting Scared
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8
Views
644
Forever Sleep
F
I
I tried so many times but I failed
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13
Views
825
cosmic_traveler
cosmic_traveler
DesperateOne
Why can I only feel like myself when drunk...
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9
Views
710
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
Reuthry
Method Would wrapping a robe belt around my neck tightly kill me? If yes, how long would it take?
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12
Views
1K
Reuthry
Reuthry
HopefulSleep
Discussion What is the taste of SN comparable to?
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28
Views
2K
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
Sadness20
Life is finally showing, how much it hates me and wants me to CTB. Killing myself now, or later?
Replies
7
Views
432
Old Friend
Old Friend
ChildrensITV
Reading Reddit's r/suicidebereavement
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6
Views
1K
WilliamXX
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Rumi
Alcohol as a CTB method?
Replies
19
Views
1K
Rumi
Rumi
Yaka
Venting So done with this shit
Replies
7
Views
416
SMmetalhead36
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Dili
Venting My life is basically ruined
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9
Views
913
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
UPDATE ON MDS!!!
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4
Views
761
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
struggles_inc
Cutting again
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3
Views
332
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
inneedrelief
Bathtub ctb
Replies
11
Views
733
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
B
Texting buddies?
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6
Views
539
cosmic_traveler
cosmic_traveler
mortuarymary
Funeral dress
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8
Views
443
dinosavr
dinosavr
singularity3
Discussion Do you consider yourself antinatalist?
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20
Views
995
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
Bad-luck
Help Stop being scared of dying?
Replies
18
Views
1K
steppingoff
steppingoff
3ndmym1sery
Venting all i want is too be free
Replies
2
Views
465
3ndmym1sery
3ndmym1sery
http-410
Help How do I send a letter once I am dead?
Replies
7
Views
672
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
FuneralCry
Venting The option of a peaceful and guaranteed exit from this existence needs to be very accessible no matter what.
Replies
3
Views
521
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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  • Poll
Discussion [POLL] Is there anyone in this forum that isn't diagnosed with an illness or doesn't have financial issues?
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17
Views
791
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
FireFox
I am so sick of other people in recovery using their recovery experiences to invalidate those suffering from depression
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6
Views
1K
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
Waiting for death
Do your family pay funeral plan?
Replies
6
Views
469
Aim
Aim
LifeOfTheCursed
Missing the CTB Date
Replies
9
Views
403
Lavender Dreams
Lavender Dreams
Imprisoned
Story I dreamt of taking N
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2
Views
364
Imprisoned
Imprisoned
Some place nice
Survival Instinct
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1
Views
449
borderlinee
borderlinee
wildbluekiss
Method cyanide poisoning is kinda common in my country. how is it?
Replies
8
Views
2K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
Guy Smiley
Resource Question for the darknet-literate members
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5
Views
705
UKscotty
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hexd
Help how to deal with being begged not to CTB?
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3
Views
550
rozeske
R
C
Why don’t most liberals believe in pro-choice suicide if they believe in ‘my body, my choice’?
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27
Views
1K
asian.neet
asian.neet
butterfly000
Help Sodium Nitrate synthesis?
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7
Views
958
Praestat_Mori
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  • Question
peaceful methods, need help asap
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1
Views
532
cosmic_traveler
cosmic_traveler
Mx_Pathetic
"Painting my room"
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1
Views
339
pan con queso
P
P
potential dates
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2
Views
271
pan con queso
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soniaimi
Discussion anyone else also only wants to kill themselves as an impulse rather than a real feeling of dissapointment with this world?
Replies
5
Views
366
ThroughTheLight
ThroughTheLight
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