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Suicide Discussion

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ohmydays
Help desire to CTB after university graduation
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3
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573
Praestat_Mori
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Alex Fermentopathy
Phenobarbital as a painkiller?
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0
Views
396
Alex Fermentopathy
Alex Fermentopathy
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Medical knowledge about sedative injections
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2
Views
354
deadinsidex2
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goodoldnoname923
Should be CTB’ing soon
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15
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706
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
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Method Insect killing spray
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7
Views
702
Linda
Linda
Pipsqueak!
Thinking about not eating
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3
Views
368
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MeowTheFlemishCat
Help Upcoming hanging attempt due to trauma making mental illness && chronic pain worse?
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0
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397
MeowTheFlemishCat
MeowTheFlemishCat
Ambivalent1
If you got your biggest earthly desire, would it really make a difference?
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25
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568
bipbapbop
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AnonymousL
Venting Nothing to live for
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19
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1K
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
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Resource Do you know how to get any...?
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0
Views
563
Username1359751
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anon789
I have everything I need to ctb with sn, but now I'm stalling. Will it ever feel like the "right time"?
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18
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1K
Username1359751
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I
my plan for ctb with propranolol
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5
Views
851
inutil
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Discussion Did anyone get treated like shit or a criminal their entire life?
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21
Views
801
Abyssal
Abyssal
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Venting Stabbing
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10
Views
775
lostintheloop
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dragonofenvy
Help Anyone with experience on what NOT to do when ODing?
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5
Views
731
Username1359751
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melancholymallory03
Do you think you could make someone happy?
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12
Views
629
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
existtoexit
Discussion How do you know when the time is right?
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3
Views
402
ilovemydog
I
Lam1dz
Venting They saw my SH
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7
Views
592
RW__Asher23
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cocoseal
Discussion How can you tell the difference between love and obsession?
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11
Views
956
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
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Discussion I’ve Looked at Every Method That Exists & Don’t Like Any of Them
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8
Views
924
iloverachel
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SuicidalTiger
Infinity in a moment
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6
Views
750
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
Sageiois
Just realized
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6
Views
472
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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C
Songs for the last moments
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4
Views
828
IndigoVibe
I
Sageiois
The last few days leading up to CTB
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18
Views
1K
iloverachel
I
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I think I have become a better person cause of suicidal thoughts
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2
Views
494
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
deleted_
Venting its all pointless
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2
Views
505
iloverachel
I
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Feeling embarrassed
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3
Views
452
ilovemydog
I
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Stressful job
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1
Views
313
anxiousmess0471
anxiousmess0471
deadisbetter
changeable circumstances
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5
Views
454
anxiousmess0471
anxiousmess0471
BlackRoseBaran
Venting May be a Farewell
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40
Views
2K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
thorsve
About to CTB, but...
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12
Views
780
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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karmaisabitch
Karma is real!!
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1
Views
359
Lifeaffirmingchoice
L
I
  • Poll
Anyone else never have any good or even okay days? Compared to bad days?
Replies
22
Views
976
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
etherealspring
Venting too scared to plan my death
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13
Views
691
freeme/freemyfamily
F
BojackH
Any muslims here?
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3
Views
373
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
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Journey towards death
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0
Views
255
StarlightWanderer
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Rogue_Gendarme
Venting Don't you just feel numb all the time?
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8
Views
640
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
wildflowers1996
I don’t have the energy to be a good person
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2
Views
426
Orangee
Orangee
blueming
I regret not dying sooner.
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7
Views
712
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
Anonymous_Angel
How do u get SN if u live in canada...
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5
Views
672
Anonymous_Angel
Anonymous_Angel
karmaisabitch
Our life is a lie, so he said!
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4
Views
494
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
homesoon.
Propranolol (160mg)?
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0
Views
311
homesoon.
homesoon.
J
Discussion I need someone to talk to Is therr anyone who can help me
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3
Views
378
jokster18
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makeitstop___
  • Question
Discussion How much of a role do finances play in your decision to ctb?
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18
Views
1K
Ww42
Ww42
Done_With_It_All
Discussion Not really wanting to get better?
Replies
9
Views
883
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
dylanoffline
Venting I just want a hug.
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9
Views
794
pleaseiwanttogo
pleaseiwanttogo
teajay1
separating SN from curing salt
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8
Views
1K
usernamenoonecares
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TAW122
Venting When pro-lifers believe that distractions are a solution to one’s problems!
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13
Views
1K
never
never
homesoon.
Discussion "Reckless Behavior" or "Living It Up Before You Die"
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5
Views
474
never
never
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  • Poll
Discussion Poll: When you first had suicidal thoughts / actual plans, were your worried / frightened about them?
Replies
46
Views
2K
voc_89
voc_89
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