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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
K
I'm new and and planning to ctb at the end of this year. Any help appreciated.
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10
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990
kotaigold
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Venting What happens if I fail CTB after stealing pills
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2
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659
Samsara
Samsara
U
Method SN - If you want to make sure nobody can save you
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15
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2K
Umbrellaterm
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Dizzy_Dreams
Do any of you fear?
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19
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1K
TotallyIsolated
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Kevin_theFrog
Help How do u guys get the guts to go through with hanging?
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14
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2K
Kevin_theFrog
Kevin_theFrog
Ramirez
Venting rerevenge
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9
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1K
Umbrellaterm
U
OopsIdidntwanttodie
Goodbye Videos?
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7
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1K
OopsIdidntwanttodie
OopsIdidntwanttodie
C
Slipping harder
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1
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460
Silvermorning
Silvermorning
Superdeterminist
Story Park Ji-Sun and her mother dead in suspected double suicide
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8
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1K
Shinkansen
Shinkansen
Kramer
How do you divorce any sadness you may feel from your suicide?
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14
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721
kotaigold
K
Starfire
No tolerance for happiness
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4
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483
greebo6
G
SmellyRat
Method Strawberry flavoured condom for SN taste
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27
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2K
SmellyRat
SmellyRat
Kramer
Anyone else on disability for mental health issues?
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24
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1K
TooConscious
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S
Why shit happen to us?
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10
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644
Amumu
Amumu
Tsundere
Anyone else thinking of or planning to ctb by jumping?
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34
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2K
Time to fly
Time to fly
StateOfMind
Anyone ctbing out of protest..
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26
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1K
Umbrellaterm
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W
Venting Depression?
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7
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1K
All washed up
All washed up
phoenixx
Jumping from Beachy Head
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92
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14K
Time to fly
Time to fly
Starfire
Venting self-harming
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2
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1K
Starfire
Starfire
suicidalstrawbabie
Sodium Nitrite order question?? Did I get the wrong stuff?
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15
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2K
Viro_Major
Viro_Major
Life_and_Death
Venting checking blocked accounts
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12
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1K
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
0
pickling salt and sn
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2
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838
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0
Dizzy_Dreams
Wishful thinking breaks my heart.
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11
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743
massiveblackhole
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succor
Venting New here. My story of chronic illness and mental illness.
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12
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1K
succor
succor
L
Poem I just read
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2
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489
Lordsudbury
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R
Blood rushing to face in partial suspension but no fainting
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12
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1K
Lordsudbury
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allym101
Help It it better to be "thinner" or more plump when hanging?
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12
Views
882
Merith
Merith
GravityUtilizer
Came here for the suicide talk
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10
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769
SmellyRat
SmellyRat
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If suicide ends in a bad way - what happens next?
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9
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770
Frauw
Frauw
C
Want to CTB
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1
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424
BrokenAlien
BrokenAlien
J
Venting CTB impact on partners.
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1
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894
chrisbate7
chrisbate7
N
Method how to kill yourself at home?
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6
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2K
x~Sophia~x
x~Sophia~x
ZardozOmega
Venting I'm constantly bored
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9
Views
671
ZardozOmega
ZardozOmega
neitherherenorthere
Potassium Chloride
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6
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2K
UpandDownPrincess
UpandDownPrincess
GravityUtilizer
I don't get how private conversations work
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2
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466
GravityUtilizer
GravityUtilizer
Mixo
Knowing you're a terrible person that everyone hates you is one step closer to leaving in peace
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8
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786
Mixo
Mixo
GravityUtilizer
I'm sorry to put another drunk thread here
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3
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520
All washed up
All washed up
Incorrigible77777
Has Sarco method ever been performed?
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6
Views
961
Disappointered
Disappointered
G
I’ve got a job!
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10
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796
greebo6
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B
Discussion Would you go ctb even receiving signs that there is something after life?
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9
Views
615
albino_elk
albino_elk
Viceroy
Is it just me or does anyone else feel like you don't have to be depressed to ctb?
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18
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1K
FlyMe2TheMoon
FlyMe2TheMoon
zeroshark
21 days of inpatient later...
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6
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796
FlyMe2TheMoon
FlyMe2TheMoon
_Kaira_
Venting Just so tired
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4
Views
594
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
Rustysoupcan
Venting Cam never get the courage
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1
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596
antigone_iris
antigone_iris
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Partner seriousness
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7
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959
Masonfight
Masonfight
L
Help General chat and partner megathread
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4
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1K
Masonfight
Masonfight
Desdemona
Anti-depressants
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9
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787
rabbithole
rabbithole
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Triggering video in school
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8
Views
661
Deleted member 19654
Deleted member 19654
lil.yeet
Venting why is life so hard
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12
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1K
Niirvana
Niirvana
D
Anyone else angry?
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18
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870
Niirvana
Niirvana
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