There is no future

[FireFox]

I am currently living in an area that is in lockdown. I live in London.

There is no future with the pandemic . These lockdowns will never end. It is going to be like this forever.

I dont want my life anymore .

My generation will face the worst recession in 300 years.

I was already unemployed before the pandemic and now looking for a job will be even more harder.
The people who will be getting the jobs will be those with loads experience. The longer a person is unemployed the less likely the employer will hire them.
I done voluntary work in the past but employers are NOT interested. The transferable skills i have the employer are not interested.
My application is in the by that one employer being unemployed i feel so powerless.

My stepedad said " people should be grateful they are alive"
What is wonderful about being alive when you can't enjoy anything anymore
I have nothing to look forward too anymore .

There is no future with covid19.
My life is now over all the things i wanted to do with my life I will never do.

I am never going to go travelling
I am never going to find the love of my life
I will never have a career

The longer the lockdown goes on for the less opportunities to do things

Everything is gone. I wish i died of covid19 so i wont have to live in this dystopia anymore. Honestly people who die are so lucky because they dont have deal with life.

I cant take this anymore .
I am done with life.
I am sorry

 

[Spitfire]

It is bad

 

[x~Sophia~x]

While I can empathise with what you're suffering at the moment, you have to remember that you could live to the age of 90+, so what is a year, in the grand scheme of things?
Can you do a college course to update your skills until the economy is back on track? This pandemic isn't going to go on forever, so use your time wisely - more voluntary work would be amazing : most employers would hold you in high regard for that, so try not to let it get you down as much. Merry Christmas :)

 

[Mercury6737]

I am never going to go travelling
I am never going to find the love of my life
I will never have a career

Another thread supporting the argument that some people here need help and shouldn't be contemplating CTB, which isn't a bad thing. OP, there's someone on another website right now posting that they were in your position x years ago and now they have everything you listed. I say this in context of your age.

 

[justanotherstar]

I hear your pain Firefox, things are pretty grim here in the UK huh. I can't pretend to know how your feeling as I'm only tier 3 but I can imagine how despondent you must feel being in tier 4 and having such rigid restrictions in place. Things sure are going to be difficult following Covid there is no doubting that, there is probably a way through it but if I had a choice I wouldn't want it either. I guess my views are slightly different from others, I don't believe we should be telling people to upskill during these difficult times and that look how much timeee have to become a better person and all that, you know what fucking waking up in the morning is enough right now. Things may become unbearable you're right, but maybe they won't - I hope you can hang around to see - hugs

 

[Spitfire]

I Love You

 

[Raminiki]

I fear you're right. Not only do we have covid to live with probably permanently, but the problems of inequality and everything going wrong in society are steadily worsening. People thinking 2021 must be better than 2020 have false hope and blind optimism. For every new generation, quality of life and opportunity are getting worse and less. More of us are falling mentally ill because of the diseased society we're forced to conform to. You are so unfortunate to be trapped as you are with dwindling opportunities. I lost my footing with the world of work a decade ago. Nobody would employ a severely disabled long term unemployed. I have zero chance..

And then there's climate change. And environmental destruction. And pollution. And famine.

Climate change is so much bigger than covid.

But don't give up until you've exhausted all options and tried everything to help yourself. Even if you found just one of those things you want and need, it's worth fighting for to experience before the end of it all.

 

[signifying nothing]

No fate but what we make?

 

[Ghost2211]

Only time will tell if the vaccines will work, and if life ever gets back to normal. I don't think all hope is lost for things going back to what they were before the pandemic. It may be a good while though.

 

[Deleted member 23885]

I'm fed up too & just want out. I wish I'd never been born. Honest. Now, I'm stuck here until I can ctb.

 

[Sakura94]

I think it's worse than you think. Because there are constant new algorithms being developed which will take away simple office jobs we need to get back on our feet so the disparity will widen. Honestly, I wonder about taking the little savings I have and just blitzing it then I have an excuse to SN.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I think it's worse than you think. Because there are constant new algorithms being developed which will take away simple office jobs we need to get back on our feet so the disparity will widen. Honestly, I wonder about taking the little savings I have and just blitzing it then I have an excuse to SN.

Don't forget to max out every line of credit you have before you die to spite the banking system and the powers that be.

 

[I screwed up]

You right bro ... But unfortunately there is no easy way out of this ... Life sucks

 

[Superdeterminist]

Gosh I hate dealing with employment so much, I hate everything about it, the interviews, the competitive nature of it, the CV, the sucking up to employers, the hierarchies, all of it. I can't wait to be out here so I don't have to think about any of that stupid rubbish anymore.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Gosh I hate dealing with employment so much, I hate everything about it, the interviews, the competitive nature of it, the CV, the sucking up to employers, the hierarchies, all of it. I can't wait to be out here so I don't have to think about any of that stupid rubbish anymore.

Make sure to steal from your employer on your way out. Anything you can do to spite

 

[mlmc045]

I'm so sorry you feel that way, everything is looking very bleak. I can't believe how the government have been handling the situation and it's so sad that it's come down to creating a whole new tier for London. This whole year has been HORRIBLE and a lot of next year will most likely be too, as well as a very different foreseeable future. Nonetheless, I hope you find something to look forward to. Hope you have a pleasant Christmas (although it's going to be quite strange) and truly best wishes for the New Year. Let's hope things get better for everyone, although it's going to be really hard. I guess people who don't want to CTB can see it differently, but out of desperation so many people have only recently felt this way for the first time and acted on it. Services are stretched beyond capacity, but everyone (trying to keep others safe) deserves better. Lots of love

 

[Superdeterminist]

Make sure to steal from your employer on your way out. Anything you can do to spite

I definitely get where you're coming from, I personally wouldn't do that though, because I fear the consequences, and also I don't want to make anyone else suffer. I'm not angry with anyone that participates or succeeds in the system, no one has much choice really. I AM angry about how much of a hard time it has given me and continues to give me. Just the fact that one's livelihood depends on how good they are at playing the 'job game' is something that is very painful to me, it's the way things are, but I'll never see that as acceptable.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I definitely get where you're coming from, I personally wouldn't do that though, because I fear the consequences, and also I don't want to make anyone else suffer. I'm not angry with anyone that participates or succeeds in the system, no one has much choice really. I AM angry about how much of a hard time it has given me and continues to give me. Just the fact that one's livelihood depends on how good they are at playing the 'job game' is something that is very painful to me, it's the way things are, but I'll never see that as acceptable.

Many employers are ok and good to get along with, but the best thing you can do is steal from large, impersonal corporate and government entities. Every time someone asks for pre CTB advice on this forum I always advise them to max out their lines of credit before CTB. This is especially good advice if you have no heirs or limited assets. You can enjoy a free ride at the banks expense and it also lets you get back at them for the theft they pull off on you for your entire life.

 

[WornOutLife]

I agree. Covid sucks and lockdowns feel eternal!
Anyway, here in Argentina, the situation is a chaos because people do whatever they want and the number of infected individuals only increases.

Also, I think the future generations, unfortunately, will have to live in a worse world than the one we live now.

All in all, hope things get better and send you lots of hugs

 

[Endeavour]

I hear your pain Firefox, things are pretty grim here in the UK huh. I can't pretend to know how your feeling as I'm only tier 3 but I can imagine how despondent you must feel being in tier 4 and having such rigid restrictions in place. Things sure are going to be difficult following Covid there is no doubting that, there is probably a way through it but if I had a choice I wouldn't want it either. I guess my views are slightly different from others, I don't believe we should be telling people to upskill during these difficult times and that look how much timeee have to become a better person and all that, you know what fucking waking up in the morning is enough right now. Things may become unbearable you're right, but maybe they won't - I hope you can hang around to see - hugs

Don't worry we'll all be in tier 4 (or 5 - yes I bet they make a tier 5) before long.

Probably boxing day.

 

[adam&eve]

Honestly people who die are so lucky because they dont have deal with life.

Word.

 

[justanotherstar]

Don't worry we'll all be in tier 4 (or 5 - yes I bet they make a tier 5) before long.

Probably boxing day.

Yep! You're right on that one

 

[Mr blobby]

In the same boat. In London too. What makes it worse is that I've had to ditch my ctb date because i can't travel. Now I'm stuck in this s*** hole with no idea what to do now. Been shacked up for months and can't take it anymore.

I'm gonna take a guess and say that we'll see a huge spike in uk suicides in these next few months. Garbage

 

[sadworld]

Imagine the vaccine won't work and will just make everything worse... anyway, I'm sorry your feeling like that! Hugs

 

[Bigpink]

I am currently living in an area that is in lockdown. I live in London.

There is no future with the pandemic . These lockdowns will never end. It is going to be like this forever.

I dont want my life anymore .

My generation will face the worst recession in 300 years.

I was already unemployed before the pandemic and now looking for a job will be even more harder.
The people who will be getting the jobs will be those with loads experience. The longer a person is unemployed the less likely the employer will hire them.
I done voluntary work in the past but employers are NOT interested. The transferable skills i have the employer are not interested.
My application is in the by that one employer being unemployed i feel so powerless.

My stepedad said " people should be grateful they are alive"
What is wonderful about being alive when you can't enjoy anything anymore
I have nothing to look forward too anymore .

There is no future with covid19.
My life is now over all the things i wanted to do with my life I will never do.

I am never going to go travelling
I am never going to find the love of my life
I will never have a career

The longer the lockdown goes on for the less opportunities to do things

Everything is gone. I wish i died of covid19 so i wont have to live in this dystopia anymore. Honestly people who die are so lucky because they dont have deal with life.

I cant take this anymore .
I am done with life.
I am sorry

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

Another thread supporting the argument that some people here need help and shouldn't be contemplating CTB, which isn't a bad thing. OP, there's someone on another website right now posting that they were in your position x years ago and now they have everything you listed. I say this in context of your age.

I am currently living in an area that is in lockdown. I live in London.

There is no future with the pandemic . These lockdowns will never end. It is going to be like this forever.

I dont want my life anymore .

My generation will face the worst recession in 300 years.

I was already unemployed before the pandemic and now looking for a job will be even more harder.
The people who will be getting the jobs will be those with loads experience. The longer a person is unemployed the less likely the employer will hire them.
I done voluntary work in the past but employers are NOT interested. The transferable skills i have the employer are not interested.
My application is in the by that one employer being unemployed i feel so powerless.

My stepedad said " people should be grateful they are alive"
What is wonderful about being alive when you can't enjoy anything anymore
I have nothing to look forward too anymore .

There is no future with covid19.
My life is now over all the things i wanted to do with my life I will never do.

I am never going to go travelling
I am never going to find the love of my life
I will never have a career

The longer the lockdown goes on for the less opportunities to do things

Everything is gone. I wish i died of covid19 so i wont have to live in this dystopia anymore. Honestly people who die are so lucky because they dont have deal with life.

I cant take this anymore .
I am done with life.
I am sorry

Gosh I hate dealing with employment so much, I hate everything about it, the interviews, the competitive nature of it, the CV, the sucking up to employers, the hierarchies, all of it. I can't wait to be out here so I don't have to think about any of that stupid rubbish anymore.

Same!

Make sure to steal from your employer on your way out. Anything you can do to spite

funny! employers dgaf so fuck em.

 

[Endeavour]

Imagine the vaccine won't work and will just make everything worse... anyway, I'm sorry your feeling like that! Hugs

I honestly don't think it will work, and I think it will make things worse.

Professor Ian Frazer was interviewed by ABC news in Australia in April (he co-invented the worlds first cancer vaccine for cervial cancer) and he said it'll take years to make a covid vaccine IF we can make one.

He said the problem is that the disease resides in your upper respiratory tract where we have a poor immune response, and if you give someone a vaccine for a coronavirus, then they contract the disease, it creates a much stronger immune response than you'd notmally get, and that causes inflammation and swelling in the lungs and airways making the pathology of the diease worse.

So what I predict is going to happen is once millions of people have the vaccine in them, then some of those people start catching the disease (they've already said it won't stop people from getting it), they'll become significantly more ill, and then they'll be telling us there's a new more deadly mutation that has a higher death rate.

Because they won't admit they done goofed. Then the numbers being admitted to hospital will soar, and then we'll be in real trouble.

I hope I'm wrong but instead of taking years to maybe be able to make a vaccine we've got 10 in less than 6 months that are supposedly all safe.

I'm just not buying what they're selling, because they've been lying over and over again from the beginning.

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

I definitely get where you're coming from, I personally wouldn't do that though, because I fear the consequences, and also I don't want to make anyone else suffer. I'm not angry with anyone that participates or succeeds in the system, no one has much choice really. I AM angry about how much of a hard time it has given me and continues to give me. Just the fact that one's livelihood depends on how good they are at playing the 'job game' is something that is very painful to me, it's the way things are, but I'll never see that as acceptable.

yes, especialy corporate america. it's the grossest, most corrupt shit ever.

 

[AutoTap]

Many employers are ok and good to get along with, but the best thing you can do is steal from large, impersonal corporate and government entities. Every time someone asks for pre CTB advice on this forum I always advise them to max out their lines of credit before CTB. This is especially good advice if you have no heirs or limited assets. You can enjoy a free ride at the banks expense and it also lets you get back at them for the theft they pull off on you for your entire life.

If they fail CTB then they're in a worst situation..

 

[UterEntonaur]

I am currently living in an area that is in lockdown. I live in London.

Same, it's fuckery, right? First Boris said we could carry on as normal, now we're in Tier 4, and we're not allowed out. It's like school days where one person wouldn't shut up and now the whole class can't go on the school trip