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Suicide Discussion

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ManWithNoName
Resource Any thoughts on direct sources to acquire KCN?
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3
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pseudonym
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payed A using bitcoin 24 hours ago
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10
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2K
speck
speck
virtualgf
Help how do i not be found by my family when i ctb?
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7
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1K
mylastserenade
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DeathIsTheWayOut99
Tempted Tempted Tempted Tempted Tempted Tempted Tempted
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10
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867
DeathIsTheWayOut99
DeathIsTheWayOut99
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How do you know you are hanging right?
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4
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773
Worndown
Worndown
gnomeboy17
Counselors telling you they can't help
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5
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524
k75
k75
deadwithoutmusic
My life isn't that bad
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5
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1K
deadwithoutmusic
deadwithoutmusic
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ctb as soon as my SN arrives
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3
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635
MewtwoIsAlive
MewtwoIsAlive
NoSuprises
metoclopramide
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5
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628
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
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Story CTB tomorrow with SN, started fasting today.
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9
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1K
SadGuyWannaDie
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snowman626
does anyone want/hate intimacy, touchy feely talks, eye contact, sharing feelings, etc?
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25
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1K
NeverGoodEnuff
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(Hopefully) ctb tomorrow
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6
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1K
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
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Venting my family gave up on me
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5
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1K
deletedaccount30982
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Joedirt
Nicotine
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1
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626
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
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Does anyone hate how unrelatable they are to average people?
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18
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1K
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Discussion Nytol and hallucinations
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3
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771
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
CrazyMary
No guts at the very end with SN
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35
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2K
SadFather2020
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sadworld
My SN arrived. CTB this weekend!
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1
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772
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
ecmnesia
Venting persistent dreams about cbt
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2
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508
sadworld
sadworld
C
Method Is the SN correct?
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8
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1K
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
bugasboy
Method Midazolam Dormicum with SN
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4
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1K
bugasboy
bugasboy
oono
Help failed attempt and search for a solution
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10
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1K
oono
oono
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Use of simple oxygen mask and nitrogen
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18
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2K
Kruger
K
K
Where can I buy pure pressurised N2 in the UK? Struggling to find any.
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0
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490
Kruger
K
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Anyone in the Philippines know where to buy SN?
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10
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837
bugasboy
bugasboy
Literalgarbage
Probably suicide
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5
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791
albino_elk
albino_elk
Life_and_Death
Discussion personality disorders
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24
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2K
LastWhisper
LastWhisper
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ctb alone. I have children.
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9
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1K
laserfocus111
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DetachedDreamer97
Discussion Self-induced heart attack via adrenaline (bearshaek)
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49
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11K
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
BitterlyAlive
Venting I am so desperate for the courage and strength to end it.
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12
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1K
foxdie
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DeathIsTheWayOut99
Comment down below how bad of a person I am
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25
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2K
goodbyebunny
goodbyebunny
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Posting again. Desparate for immediate help checking my SN
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4
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752
kqlysrsly
K
Literalgarbage
Got it
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4
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
deepseaburrito
thoughts on suicide gestures/parasuicide?
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21
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1K
deepseaburrito
deepseaburrito
allym101
Help Hanging with robe?
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13
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1K
allym101
allym101
Lawliet
Venting Bullying Escalates
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7
Views
727
Sherri
Sherri
Squiddy
Venting Does anyone else want to ctb because they have a really bad phobia?
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19
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1K
Squiddy
Squiddy
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Venting i’m out of options
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0
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562
deletedaccount30982
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T
Doing a 'test' SN run using salt
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13
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1K
SadGuyWannaDie
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IRIYAMA
Memorial to member who successfully CTB
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11
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2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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Buying Experiences (Canada)
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5
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766
greyhound
greyhound
O
Help i need something safe
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0
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905
Oli
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M
ill ctb tonight
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62
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4K
Silvermorning
Silvermorning
MrBigSad
Discussion Failed attempts?
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21
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2K
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
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I’m so sad today
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19
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792
dropdeadfred
dropdeadfred
Ardesevent
Studies show that involuntary hospitalization increases suicide risk
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9
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960
the witch’s lament
the witch’s lament
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PARANOID
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0
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748
Amandye13
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xLosthopex
Help Please review my regimen
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11
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2K
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
allym101
Help Is hanging "loud"?
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14
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2K
Forgotten
Forgotten
ecmnesia
Help coping with college, cbt and mental illness
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11
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811
lighthousekeeper
lighthousekeeper
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