AnotherNobody
Member
- Nov 12, 2020
- 29
After having to delay my date for a long time tonight is it.
For the purpose of documentation, I will be taking my SN with nothing at 1AM EST. I will not have eaten anything in about 30 hours. Not meto, antacids painkillers (they have not arrived and I haven't been able to leave my apartment.)
I will attempt to document what I'm feeling as it happens. I'll have a second solution prepared in case I throw up.
My emails are scheduled to be sent the day after tomorrow to make sure I don't actually survive this. I want this to be over. The fact I'm gonna hurt people has been heavy on me.
Thanks to everyone who has been of help here.
For the purpose of documentation, I will be taking my SN with nothing at 1AM EST. I will not have eaten anything in about 30 hours. Not meto, antacids painkillers (they have not arrived and I haven't been able to leave my apartment.)
I will attempt to document what I'm feeling as it happens. I'll have a second solution prepared in case I throw up.
My emails are scheduled to be sent the day after tomorrow to make sure I don't actually survive this. I want this to be over. The fact I'm gonna hurt people has been heavy on me.
Thanks to everyone who has been of help here.