falloutcarter13
Bury me, bury me...
- Aug 1, 2020
- 671
I had to get another cast put on my leg a couple of weeks ago, and the guy asked me what color. I told him "I want it murdered out, black stocking, black cast." He laughed and asked me if I was trying to be Darth Vader or something. I laughed back, and before I could stop the words from coming out, I said "They won't have to cut it off at the funeral home. It'll go with the suit." Luckily he laughed like I was making a joke, which I guess I kind of was...I don't do it with people close to me, but I can't help having a private joke with some people. The other day I pumped gas for my grandma and got it on my hand, I went in to pay and the lady goes "Dang, did you take a bath in gasoline out there?" Again, couldn't stop myself from saying "Yeah, its my time. Got a light?"
Am I just one sick fuck? Or is this somewhat normal when you know you'll be ctb soon? I honestly can't tell anymore lol, it seems like I've become a whole different person since making this decision. I'm probably just insane. Historically, that's been the case with me.
Am I just one sick fuck? Or is this somewhat normal when you know you'll be ctb soon? I honestly can't tell anymore lol, it seems like I've become a whole different person since making this decision. I'm probably just insane. Historically, that's been the case with me.