If there was anything that could make you change your mind and decide not to ctb, what would it be?

[saltshaker]

To be declared the permanent undisputed dictator of Earth.

First thing I'm doing is granting all of your wishes, even if your wish is to die.

 

[nothingchanges]

about 100 million dollars so i can be by myself in peace somewhere nice

 

[FatalSystemError591]

Getting $4,000 in my bank account so I can pay off the last of my medical debt.

If I had that, I could quit the job that is pushing me to CTB, and not have to work for a couple of months.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

A healthy lottery win!

 

[Marchioness]

For me you'd have to start at square one. Having two parents who were actually ready to have kids and had dealt with their own mental health issues oh and them not being in a religious cult. I was pretty screwed from the get go.

 

[wordsonscreen]

always strikes me to see this question. I'm unsure at this stage but the bare minimum for me to fully seriously envision reconsidering would be a GENUINE shot at healing and recovering. If I have that, I'm sure I can carve out a life worth living after some time.

This looks like
freedom to (be me, express, access, equity to some extent at least)
freedom from (further unbearable harm)

It is a low bar haha
apparently too much to ask for : ))))

 

[Ihadagoodlife]

Nothing its too late for me only thing that could save me is going back in the past and make things different but that's impossible

 

[Loser47]

Money may keep me going for few years but nothing is going to make me stay long enough waiting for natural death

 

[notreallynow]

Feeling love. Looking forward to seeing another person. Caring whether someone else lives or dies (besides my dad). Having someone's name be meaningful to me, hearing my name spoken by a meaningful voice.

Almost 2 years and counting. It won't happen again and I won't let myself get used to living like this. Fuck acceptance. My life is done and empty. Nothing to be done because it's all inside of me, but it's not a state of mind. Drugs can't make me selfless, they can't make me feel warmth or interest in other people.

 

[FatalSystemError591]

If I woke up tomorrow morning to my husband being a completely different person, someone who is worthy of being called a lover. He hates me.