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forsanctioneds

forsanctioneds

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going to ctb in awhile. if im not online in a month, that would mean i am successful. i will post a pic of my setup once its ready. im using charcoal CO. i just drank 4 cans of beer. gonna pop 1.25mg of xanax, which is all i have as the doctor isnt allow to prescribe more than that in my country.
 
forsanctioneds

forsanctioneds

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the setup. A coffee table with glass panel ontop. But i removed the glass panel, giving the excuse im washing it. Then overturn the coffee table. Set the coffeetable ontop of 2 wooden planks. The 2 plates are filled with water, just incase the heat is too much and damage my vinyl flooring. Will be placing the 2 portable grills over it later. Will post the pic of the grills later.

wedding photos and album made by her, which i would like to be cremated with. Left instructional notes for my family and her. Will be donning my wedding ring for the final time.

the candle burning is a scented candlewax. Intention is to reduce oxygen as much as possible. Room is about 52 cubic metres.
 

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5F0C8043 9C41 4D1D BAAB A3F4C51810B3 2x grills filled with kingsford brisquette, not to the brim though. And 2x chimney starters. Filled the lowest layer with kingsford, then binchotan, then kingsford then binchotan. And 10 firestarters each. The bowl is to prop up the firestarters because the lowest layer of charcoal is too high off the ground. Those with chimney starters will know what i mean.
 

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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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I'm so sorry your life has led you to this. I've just read your 'story', you're so very young with plenty of time to start again, I wish you would reconsider.
But, I don't wish to give you more stress than you already have, so if you can't see any other way forward... I wish you a peaceful journey. :(
 

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