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forsanctioneds

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Jan 18, 2021
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going to ctb in awhile. if im not online in a month, that would mean i am successful. i will post a pic of my setup once its ready. im using charcoal CO. i just drank 4 cans of beer. gonna pop 1.25mg of xanax, which is all i have as the doctor isnt allow to prescribe more than that in my country.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,165
I'm sorry to hear you're leaving this world, pal.

However, I respect your decision.

Wish you the best and eternal peace
 
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forsanctioneds

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Jan 18, 2021
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In peace, may I leave this shore. In love, may you find the next. Safe passage on your travels, until our final journey to the ground. May we meet again.
 
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thundercat

Tired
Jan 3, 2021
10
I hope it's peaceful. May you rest well
 
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wannago

Relief
Dec 4, 2020
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going to ctb in awhile. if im not online in a month, that would mean i am successful. i will post a pic of my setup once its ready. im using charcoal CO. i just drank 4 cans of beer. gonna pop 1.25mg of xanax, which is all i have as the doctor isnt allow to prescribe more than that in my country.
Best of luck to you whatever happens. :)
 
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LittleBabyNothing

LittleBabyNothing

Suffering Autointoxification
Nov 22, 2020
432
Wishing you peace. Stay Beautiful x
 
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forsanctioneds

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the setup. A coffee table with glass panel ontop. But i removed the glass panel, giving the excuse im washing it. Then overturn the coffee table. Set the coffeetable ontop of 2 wooden planks. The 2 plates are filled with water, just incase the heat is too much and damage my vinyl flooring. Will be placing the 2 portable grills over it later. Will post the pic of the grills later.

wedding photos and album made by her, which i would like to be cremated with. Left instructional notes for my family and her. Will be donning my wedding ring for the final time.

the candle burning is a scented candlewax. Intention is to reduce oxygen as much as possible. Room is about 52 cubic metres.
 

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iwanttodie000

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Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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forsanctioneds

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5F0C8043 9C41 4D1D BAAB A3F4C51810B3 2x grills filled with kingsford brisquette, not to the brim though. And 2x chimney starters. Filled the lowest layer with kingsford, then binchotan, then kingsford then binchotan. And 10 firestarters each. The bowl is to prop up the firestarters because the lowest layer of charcoal is too high off the ground. Those with chimney starters will know what i mean.
 

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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
1,274
I wish you peace and love :heart:
 
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grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
I'm sorry life forced you to make such a decision. I wish you fast and peaceful travel.
 
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NegativeSymptoms

trying to recover
Sep 4, 2019
154
I hope you find peace! ❤️
 
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forsanctioneds

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lighted up. Now wait an hour to harvest it.
 

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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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May I ask, how do you feel are you okay right now?
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
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Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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ClosetGoth

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Nov 23, 2020
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Wishing you peace.
 
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nolongerhuman

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Feb 9, 2021
497
Rest In Peace. You deserve it.
 
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Gonjoolie

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Feb 5, 2021
137
I hope you find the peace you're looking for
 
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DisillusionedDragon

Pessimist/Antinatalist
Nov 25, 2020
170
I wish you a save and peaceful journey. Sending a virtual hug (if you want it) <3
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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I hope you'll find peace. Safe travels! :heart:
 
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B3rry

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Dec 4, 2018
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Goodbye!
 
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forsanctioneds

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The heat is really no joking matter...
 
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egregiouscat

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Feb 12, 2021
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Wishing you peace. :heart:
 
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x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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I'm so sorry your life has led you to this. I've just read your 'story', you're so very young with plenty of time to start again, I wish you would reconsider.
But, I don't wish to give you more stress than you already have, so if you can't see any other way forward... I wish you a peaceful journey. :(
 
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Forgotten

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Aug 19, 2020
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Goodbye buddy, it's really unfortunate life brought you to this, but still wish you the best of luck in achieving eternal peace. Hope you have a switft and painless journey to the other side! Hope to join you soon enough.
 
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weepingfree

weepingfree

Time’s tide will smother you, and I will too
Feb 28, 2020
89
Thank you for sharing with us. You give me courage.
 
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mirko

ah
Nov 19, 2020
232
Goodbye friend, hope it's peaceful as they say it is
 
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Life sucks

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Apr 18, 2018
2,136
I'm sorry life has done this to you. I wish you peace and no suffering.
 
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Kbeau

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Jan 17, 2021
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Peace brother
 
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