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Suicide Discussion

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Held out Hope for 10 years
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5
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462
wheretfami
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ToTheTwillight
Discussion What's your story for wanting to ctb (Summarized in just 3 sentences or bulletin points)?
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60
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2K
gbi2
G
obei
Discussion Anyone else feels the same?
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3
Views
443
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
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Can staying alive be possibly worth it?
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18
Views
694
Cress
Cress
SanguineShark
Venting Sad seeing people go
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32
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2K
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
I
screaming at top of my lungs in silence everyday
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8
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778
Cress
Cress
Justnotme
A large bag and an inert gas instead of a small bag on the head
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0
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244
Justnotme
Justnotme
W
Men?
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0
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315
wheretfami
W
W
Is the sn source from Malaysia legit?
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8
Views
823
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
ClaudeCTTE
Venting How I hate my father...
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0
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296
ClaudeCTTE
ClaudeCTTE
PropaneOctane
Method risperidone for CTB
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2
Views
520
Darkover
Darkover
it's_a_little_cruel
Story Jill & Jane: Capability and Neccesity - If one can, does that mean one should?
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6
Views
961
Death is my goal
Death is my goal
F
Need Help with Medicaments
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2
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304
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
it's_a_little_cruel
Story Jill & Jane: Capability and Neccesity - If one can, does that mean one should?
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0
Views
646
it's_a_little_cruel
it's_a_little_cruel
IDoNotExist
Will I ever obtain peace?
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7
Views
459
IDoNotExist
IDoNotExist
ButterToast
  • Poll
Discussion What makes you depressed the most?
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23
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1K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
N
Story Ctb is the ideal option left
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5
Views
508
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Curious is anyone here ctb bc they got covid and are dealing with long term symptoms still? If so what long term symptoms are you still dealing with?
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19
Views
995
donenow
D
Z
Getting ready to CTB tonight...
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10
Views
946
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
puella
Venting I want to be alone
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1
Views
374
voyager
voyager
idk3
  • Poll
If Nembutal and Sarco pods were available to anybody
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8
Views
642
disabledlife
disabledlife
sadrainbow
Venting One of my worst thoughts...
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2
Views
431
sadrainbow
sadrainbow
W
Is there any option for international shipping SN source?
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1
Views
313
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
W
Is SN painful?
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3
Views
736
DT2007
DT2007
Treku
I thought having a pet would make me want to live
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2
Views
321
Treku
Treku
WonderingSoul
Any of you feel like you are cursed ?
Replies
11
Views
969
haibane
haibane
seho_j
SN going through Customs (Korea)
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2
Views
435
wieu73
W
sulk
Method how reliable is the night night method
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4
Views
1K
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
skybluesuicide
Discussion Odds there will ever be a legit source for N online?
Replies
10
Views
673
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
D
Trazadone and hydrocodone
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0
Views
252
donewithlife1
D
M
Method die with compressed air can
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3
Views
939
Someone123
S
Some place nice
Crying for help to my friend
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1
Views
387
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
D
Venting On not having a place in existence
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6
Views
805
dreamsofdecadence
D
W
Most lethal non-prescription drug?
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27
Views
3K
Orbitc
Orbitc
mold
Suicidal Ideation and Schizophrenia
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1
Views
374
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
venua
Venting Sense of self
Replies
6
Views
671
Bruce
Bruce
d3ad
Venting I am cursed, literally.
Replies
3
Views
633
katara
katara
noatacanti2020
Venting tech lay offs
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0
Views
415
noatacanti2020
noatacanti2020
CTB Dream
Venting Erase
Replies
3
Views
435
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
internetgrime
I'm cursed and a danger to others.
Replies
13
Views
508
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
mouseteacup
Help why helium purity??
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2
Views
732
ClownWorld2023
C
SeaBreeze
Method Plastic bag asphyxia w/ aerosol deodorant?
Replies
1
Views
549
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
Localized
Help Jumping
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0
Views
411
Localized
Localized
cultpup
Discussion dissociative identity disorder & survival instinct
Replies
7
Views
521
Decayed
Decayed
aura.
Venting i have an restrictive eating disorder
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3
Views
374
aura.
aura.
hhh_
ctb dream
Replies
1
Views
295
IDoNotExist
IDoNotExist
hungariancorpse
Method Co2 Upgrade
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2
Views
602
hungariancorpse
hungariancorpse
S
Can my partner be there with me while I die without being charged?
Replies
14
Views
818
fishygirl
fishygirl
S
Can I dm someone about SN resources?
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2
Views
411
suicidal flapper
S
dreaming_of_pearl
Story I miss my aunts stuffed animal bee alot
Replies
0
Views
360
dreaming_of_pearl
dreaming_of_pearl
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