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How so?not sure it's a method but dying by radiation would be awful
i saw a youtube vid years ago about a story of some guy who had a work accident, he had like hundreds times of radiation in his body and he was in the hospital for months, and like his skin was peeling off, he was in pain and his organs were shutting down and shit, i don't really remember the details but it was awful. i often think about that incident and why he was kept alive all that time..How so?
What's your preferred method? Gladiator toilet brush?One of the slowest and most agonizing methods is sadly what many of us will end up doing: letting hope get the best of us.
It's living a long life and letting the mix of survival instincts (fear of death, hope for a good life) continue to torment us. Tryharding every day for many years while knowing it won't really get better. Making it to that nursing home and overhearing the staff joke about how stinky and stupid you are as you lie there immobilized by pain and drowning internally in the pool filled from a lifetime of daily slow drips of misery. You made it to the end! Great job!
That's a bit abstract and not really answering the spirit of the question. To answer what you're really asking, I remember lurking here and reading about a gladiator slave who did the deed by shoving a filthy toilet brush down their throat. Now that is determination to just get the fuck out of this mess as quickly as possible. I just googled "gladiator toilet brush suicide" and there are some results about it, so there may be written accounts. Really rough way to go.
Have not decided yet but I think a combination like enough fentanyl and benzos or hardcore anesthetic + jumping at a specific time when the effects kick in to minimize any pain. Holding someone's hand and jumping together would be nice.What's your preferred method? Gladiator toilet brush?