Dainhla
"Lifetimes live to die"
- May 28, 2023
- 60
The topic of my family, has been gaining some kind of shady connotation when I talk with my boyfriend. Yesterday, we were in a video conference while sleeping, because lately is a way of feeling like we were sleeping together. The thing is that at four a.m. he sent me a message wondering if I finished the call at that moment, because he woke up due to the end of the call. Half an hour after I woke up because my bedroom doesn't have a door and it's annexed to the living room which is also connected to the kitchen, so when my parents started cooking at that hour the food for their work I could listen all that noise. So I texted my boyfriend back saying that probably one of my parents ended the call for me while me being sleep.
Later that morning, when he woke up he started complaining about the fact that I didn't have privacy, that it was necessary to put me a door quickly, because anyone could enter at any moment in the room and wacht me sleep or grab anything from my room. I didn't understand his worry at that moment. He asked me if I truly didn't see what was happening in my family. Obviously I replied negatively. He said that he would tell me that when we meet the next time if he achieved to have all the braveness to tell me that at my straight face.
Well, this afternoon, I started telling him things that in my family are pretty common, like that even having 13 years old my father
insisted on showering us (my sisters and I) or that we had the obligation of showering us with the door open until 15 years old... The thing is that he started texting showing a great disgust. He started asking me if I didn't notice something weird in all that, and finally he told me what he wanted to say in person.
He confessed me that he had seen my father looking at my ass when cooking with my parents and that's why my boyfriend always has a serious expression when I cook with them. Another thing that he said was that the reason behind the annoyance of my father every time that I wear something half revealer was that he was in fact the one that was looking and to control himself he get annoyed with me saying that other people were looking at me. I asked him if he was sure of what he was saying. He replied that I needed to see the reality by my self, as more than one time I felt uncomfortable with the way he touches me, like that day when I was at the hospital after my CTB attempt and my father started massaging my bare foot and then started going up my leg caressing my nd by very little he lifted my leg to see my intimate part because I only wore the hospital nightgown and I told him to stop and my boyfriend could see the discomfort in me.
The thing is that it's so strange to think of it. Like, what the hell? It's my fucking dad! The thought of it makes me think that maybe my boyfriend is lying and that he only uses that to confront me with my father. But that doesn't make any sense either because my boyfriend it's literately the most sincere person that I had ever meet.
It's so hard for me
to think. Do you think that it can be true what my boyfriend say?
Later that morning, when he woke up he started complaining about the fact that I didn't have privacy, that it was necessary to put me a door quickly, because anyone could enter at any moment in the room and wacht me sleep or grab anything from my room. I didn't understand his worry at that moment. He asked me if I truly didn't see what was happening in my family. Obviously I replied negatively. He said that he would tell me that when we meet the next time if he achieved to have all the braveness to tell me that at my straight face.
Well, this afternoon, I started telling him things that in my family are pretty common, like that even having 13 years old my father
insisted on showering us (my sisters and I) or that we had the obligation of showering us with the door open until 15 years old... The thing is that he started texting showing a great disgust. He started asking me if I didn't notice something weird in all that, and finally he told me what he wanted to say in person.
He confessed me that he had seen my father looking at my ass when cooking with my parents and that's why my boyfriend always has a serious expression when I cook with them. Another thing that he said was that the reason behind the annoyance of my father every time that I wear something half revealer was that he was in fact the one that was looking and to control himself he get annoyed with me saying that other people were looking at me. I asked him if he was sure of what he was saying. He replied that I needed to see the reality by my self, as more than one time I felt uncomfortable with the way he touches me, like that day when I was at the hospital after my CTB attempt and my father started massaging my bare foot and then started going up my leg caressing my nd by very little he lifted my leg to see my intimate part because I only wore the hospital nightgown and I told him to stop and my boyfriend could see the discomfort in me.
The thing is that it's so strange to think of it. Like, what the hell? It's my fucking dad! The thought of it makes me think that maybe my boyfriend is lying and that he only uses that to confront me with my father. But that doesn't make any sense either because my boyfriend it's literately the most sincere person that I had ever meet.
It's so hard for me
to think. Do you think that it can be true what my boyfriend say?
