I'm having doubts on the methods I've compiled and was hoping for a bit of moral support. I'm worried all of my options suck, and my hope in CTB is waning. I know no one can give me direction one way or another, but any thoughts and opinions are welcome.
Poppers (alkyl nitrites)
- Sounds promising but little is known about ingesting them, including lethal amounts. Scant few medical reports exist about them.
- The idea would be to ingest 90ml of these and die of methemoglobinemia.
Carbon Monoxide (Charcoal Method)
- Sounds reliable enough with a car, however the number of people on here who have failed has me concerned.
- Unfortunately requires me to acquire a shopping list of materials without drawing attention onto myself. Given my living circumstances that's very unlikely.
- Also requires a spot where I can burn the charcoal without drawing attention to myself. Very difficult.
Tert-amyl Alcohol (2M2B)
- Even more unknowns.
- 29ml was said to be the lethal dose, but that was through rectal administration, was complicated by pneumonia already found in the patient, and occurred over 53 hours.
Caffeine Overdose
- I've measured out the theoretical lethal dose for myself (likely to make myself go well above for safety)
- However it seems unreliable, as some on here have tried at high dosages and didn't CTB
Benadryl Overdose + Benzos
- I've set my sights on ingesting 150 fifty-milligram caps (7.5g), plus ~30mg of lorazepam. I know this is well above what I need for a lethal dose at my weight for Benadryl.
- Seems incredibly unreliable, as medical reports show people dying and surviving at wildly different dosages. Still though part of me wants to try it.
Jumping
- I've located a sight that gives me a max of 125ft above hard roofing, or 150ft above grass. This is due to how to building is.
- Its quite a drive from where I live, and I'd need to make sure those I lived with didn't suspect anything or found my absence concerning.
- It's not quite the heights needed for a near guaranteed death, but should be close enough.
Partial Hanging
- Seems really unreliable due to the precision needed to hit the carotid arteries. I've tried several times.
Poppers (alkyl nitrites)
- Sounds promising but little is known about ingesting them, including lethal amounts. Scant few medical reports exist about them.
- The idea would be to ingest 90ml of these and die of methemoglobinemia.
Carbon Monoxide (Charcoal Method)
- Sounds reliable enough with a car, however the number of people on here who have failed has me concerned.
- Unfortunately requires me to acquire a shopping list of materials without drawing attention onto myself. Given my living circumstances that's very unlikely.
- Also requires a spot where I can burn the charcoal without drawing attention to myself. Very difficult.
Tert-amyl Alcohol (2M2B)
- Even more unknowns.
- 29ml was said to be the lethal dose, but that was through rectal administration, was complicated by pneumonia already found in the patient, and occurred over 53 hours.
Caffeine Overdose
- I've measured out the theoretical lethal dose for myself (likely to make myself go well above for safety)
- However it seems unreliable, as some on here have tried at high dosages and didn't CTB
Benadryl Overdose + Benzos
- I've set my sights on ingesting 150 fifty-milligram caps (7.5g), plus ~30mg of lorazepam. I know this is well above what I need for a lethal dose at my weight for Benadryl.
- Seems incredibly unreliable, as medical reports show people dying and surviving at wildly different dosages. Still though part of me wants to try it.
Jumping
- I've located a sight that gives me a max of 125ft above hard roofing, or 150ft above grass. This is due to how to building is.
- Its quite a drive from where I live, and I'd need to make sure those I lived with didn't suspect anything or found my absence concerning.
- It's not quite the heights needed for a near guaranteed death, but should be close enough.
Partial Hanging
- Seems really unreliable due to the precision needed to hit the carotid arteries. I've tried several times.
