MY METHOD

[RKKS140]

Good evening everyone,

After previously posting a thread with quite a few questions and a poorly prepared plan, I'm posting this because I think the time is drawing near.

I've done a huge amount of research into many different methods.

I absolutely want something painless.
I looked into carbon monoxide at first; I haven't completely ruled it out. I had a plan that seemed extremely lethal, but other methods caught my attention during my research.

So, I studied the "exit bag" method using nitrogen in detail.
The only downside—and this applies to carbon monoxide too—is that it requires a lot of organization, and there's a high risk my roommates would figure it out (of course, I wouldn't have done it at home, but I would have had to order a box to our address, and they aren't naive).

So, I considered potassium chloride; I can order it, and it's more discreet because the package is tiny compared to the supplies needed for nitrogen or carbon monoxide methods.

Then, while searching, I learned that the cyanide found in apricot kernels is extremely toxic.
I wanted to ask about this: if I were to swallow about twenty apricot kernels, would it achieve my goal?

If not, I'll plan on using the "nitrogen and exit bag" method

 

[hughmun9]

I had similar worries about the nitrogen. But for me it came in a large cardboard box. I live with 5 other people and none of them know.

I hesitate to do the exit bag if I could get my hands on SN though. No way to mess up drinking salty water, but so much can go wrong with the bag.