MY METHOD

[RKKS140]

Good evening everyone,

After previously posting a thread with quite a few questions and a poorly prepared plan, I'm posting this because I think the time is drawing near.

I've done a huge amount of research into many different methods.

I absolutely want something painless.
I looked into carbon monoxide at first; I haven't completely ruled it out. I had a plan that seemed extremely lethal, but other methods caught my attention during my research.

So, I studied the "exit bag" method using nitrogen in detail.
The only downside—and this applies to carbon monoxide too—is that it requires a lot of organization, and there's a high risk my roommates would figure it out (of course, I wouldn't have done it at home, but I would have had to order a box to our address, and they aren't naive).

So, I considered potassium chloride; I can order it, and it's more discreet because the package is tiny compared to the supplies needed for nitrogen or carbon monoxide methods.

Then, while searching, I learned that the cyanide found in apricot kernels is extremely toxic.
I wanted to ask about this: if I were to swallow about twenty apricot kernels, would it achieve my goal?

If not, I'll plan on using the "nitrogen and exit bag" method

 

[hughmun9]

I had similar worries about the nitrogen. But for me it came in a large cardboard box. I live with 5 other people and none of them know.

I hesitate to do the exit bag if I could get my hands on SN though. No way to mess up drinking salty water, but so much can go wrong with the bag.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

No.

If you're so concerned about inert gas + exit bag going wrong, why not just go with SN?

 

[RKKS140]

No.

If you're so concerned about inert gas + exit bag going wrong, why not just go with SN

No.

If you're so concerned about inert gas + exit bag going wrong why not just go with SN?

No.

If you're so concerned about inert gas + exit bag going wrong, why not just go with SN?

I don't think the inert gas and exit bag method will go wrong. I'm just a bit worried that the plan might be discovered because of an order for a nitrogen cylinder or other equipment.

The reason is that I live in France, and it's almost impossible to get hold of that stuff here.

 

[RKKS140]

I had similar worries about the nitrogen. But for me it came in a large cardboard box. I live with 5 other people and none of them know.

I hesitate to do the exit bag if I could get my hands on SN though. No way to mess up drinking salty water, but so much can go wrong with the bag.

can you explain brother about the risk??
with many reflexion i think this is the best option for me.
but i I would like to know your opinion about the risk.

 

[dustoff]

Then, while searching, I learned that the cyanide found in apricot kernels is extremely toxic.
I wanted to ask about this: if I were to swallow about twenty apricot kernels, would it achieve my goal?

the amount of cyanide in kernels is small. i read somewhere it's around 1mg per kernel. so you need to ingest 1,000 pits which somewhat equals to a gram of NaCN to be sure that it'll work otherwise you survive or death will be very long and painful. agony from small cyanide doses may last for several days. and the pits need to be crushed and mixed with water/saliva (hydralized) to release actual cyanides from the glycoside and the solution of crushed pits 'expires' in just several hours because HCN is volatile. technically you can buy emulsin (an enzyme that seperates sugary and hydrocyanic part of the amygdalin apart) or use parts of plants that contain it plus amygdalin, mix it in water and drink. but ive no clue whether they sell this stuff in pure form to people outside of labs.

 

[RKKS140]

the amount of cyanide in kernels is small. i read somewhere it's around 1mg per kernel. so you need to ingest 1,000 pits which somewhat equals to a gram of NaCN to be sure that it'll work otherwise you survive or death will be very long and painful. agony from small cyanide doses may last for several days. and the pits need to be crushed and mixed with water/saliva (hydralized) to release actual cyanides from the glycoside and the solution of crushed pits 'expires' in just several hours because HCN is volatile. technically you can buy emulsin (an enzyme that seperates sugary and hydrocyanic part of the amygdalin apart) or use parts of plants that contain it plus amygdalin, mix it in water and drink. but ive no clue whether they sell this stuff in pure form to people outside of labs.

thank's my friend,

the amount of cyanide in kernels is small. i read somewhere it's around 1mg per kernel. so you need to ingest 1,000 pits which somewhat equals to a gram of NaCN to be sure that it'll work otherwise you survive or death will be very long and painful. agony from small cyanide doses may last for several days. and the pits need to be crushed and mixed with water/saliva (hydralized) to release actual cyanides from the glycoside and the solution of crushed pits 'expires' in just several hours because HCN is volatile. technically you can buy emulsin (an enzyme that seperates sugary and hydrocyanic part of the amygdalin apart) or use parts of plants that contain it plus amygdalin, mix it in water and drink. but ive no clue whether they sell this stuff in pure form to people outside of labs.

Thanks, mate, I suspected as much, but I wanted to be sure. You've confirmed what I thought. I'll definitely look into another method because, even if it's lethal, getting hold of cyanide isn't easy where I live. And I'm not convinced it would be painless.

 

[hughmun9]

can you explain brother about the risk??
with many reflexion i think this is the best option for me.
but i I would like to know your opinion about the risk.

There was a recent post on it where someone woke up with their mask filled with blood. They used a mask and not an exit bag though, maybe it'd have turned out different otherwise.

I don't know, I just think that your body while unconscious might rip the bag off your head. I've heard a story of someone surviving with brain damage from the exit bag. However in that particular post the person outlined their method and made a crucial mistake. They literally closed off the gas supply after filling out the bag...

It is a good method. But I think it relies on technique more than something like SN where you take some anti-emetics for a few days and drink a salty concotion and then you're done. As long as you don't vomit too much it's over. With good technique it's probably a reliable method though.

 

[RKKS140]

I had similar worries about the nitrogen. But for me it came in a large cardboard box. I live with 5 other people and none of them know.

I hesitate to do the exit bag if I could get my hands on SN though. No way to mess up drinking salty water, but so much can go wrong with the bag.

There was a recent post on it where someone woke up with their mask filled with blood. They used a mask and not an exit bag though, maybe it'd have turned out different otherwise.

I don't know, I just think that your body while unconscious might rip the bag off your head. I've heard a story of someone surviving with brain damage from the exit bag. However in that particular post the person outlined their method and made a crucial mistake. They literally closed off the gas supply after filling out the bag...

It is a good method. But I think it relies on technique more than something like SN where you take some anti-emetics for a few days and drink a salty concotion and then you're done. As long as you don't vomit too much it's over. With good technique it's probably a reliable method though.

Initially, the SN method was the one I was considering. However, I live in France and have looked everywhere; it's impossible to obtain unless you hold a chemistry teaching qualification or own a business that deals in chemical products.

So, I've turned my attention to the "exit bag" method.
I know the secret lies in the preparation.
I won't deny that it scares me a little, but I just can't go on like this right now.
It's not the act of breathing the gas that worries me, but rather constructing the perfect tool—the bag itself—because I can't find a good tutorial (Betty's guide, which came out years ago, has likely been censored everywhere).

I'm leaving this link here.
It's what I plan to order to carry out the method.

https://www.ebay.fr/itm/165504030239?var=0&mkevt=1&mkcid=1&mkrid=709-53476-19255-0&campid=5338268676&toolid=10044&_trkparms=ispr=1&amdata=enc:1u-r8F-gkS4K4-81z8Y1eQg43&ff=11&gbraid=0AAAAADA7Q_K7wTdoCBSzDTkGTk3nK-0WV&loc_physical_ms=1006094&adtype=pla&customid=e38087a5-556d-48ab-888c-1e6e40431b59

if someone can tell me their opinion
thk u