Discussion What's the most silly method you've tried?

[ctb_warrior]

Out of desperation I have done the following silly mistakes:

1. OD on Benzo - Knocked me off for 6-7 days
2. Drinking phenyl - no effect except phenyl smell in breath
3. Eating 2 packets of RatKill - no effect
4. Eating crushed napthalene balls - no effect
5. Drinking mosquito poison - no effect
6. Trying to create CO by burning Kerosene - fire out of control, black smoke all over the room and not enough carbon monoxide.
7. Strangled myself with bare hands and then with towel - waste of time
8. Kept plastic bag on my face - the bag got moisture and the bag didn't have any space to breathe and i was soon gasping for breath.
9. Plastic bag + helium balloons - helium balloons didn't have pure helium so it was total waste of time. I had 5-6 big balloons to fill plastic bag with helium. But nope. It didn't work
10. I borrowed some arsenic salt from my school's chemistry lab and ingested it - i started vomiting non stop and I had to administer Arsenic 30 in Homeopathy to deal with it

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[daruino]

In a very desperate moment I tried to strangle myself with a scarf

 

[Le temps perdu]

last year I took 6,300 mg of pregabalin over the course of two and a half hours.
It was probably the silliest thing I've ever tried, other than feeling weird and having this strange, hard-to-describe feeling in my head, nothing really happened
(what made it even worse was that pregabalin was banned from being sold online the next year, so I basically wasted 42 days' worth of my usual daily doses :/

 

[fluorescentpearl]

Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though
Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though

 

[ctb_warrior]

In a very desperate moment I tried to strangle myself with a scarf

That was my very first attempt i tried to strangle myself, first with my bare hands , then with a towel that had good length.

I have also placed plastic bag over my face. And it started getting wet due to the moisture in my breath.

last year I took 6,300 mg of pregabalin over the course of two and a half hours. It was probably the dumbest way I've ever tried, other than feeling weird and having this strange, hard-to-describe feeling in my head, nothing really happened.
(what made it even worse was that pregabalin was banned from being sold online the next year, so I basically wasted 42 days' worth of my usual daily doses :/

That's a good strong dose it feels bad when such a full blown effort gets wasted. I had 40 strips of ativan and i was only knocked off for 6-7 days

Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though
Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though

Lovely lines. Did you get that method i sent in 1on1?

 

[_Gollum_]

Drank a solution of nitrogen-phosphorus-potassium (NPK) fertilizer mixed with water with the goal of giving myself hyperkalemia (potassium overdose). Effect: getting a blue vomit stain on my blanket and pissing out green urine.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Drank a solution of nitrogen-phosphorus-potassium (NPK) fertilizer mixed with water with the goal of giving myself hyperkalemia (potassium overdose). Effect: getting a blue vomit stain on my blanket and pissing out green urine.

That's the most dangerous one I have heard how did you manage to restore your health after this?

 

[_Gollum_]

That's the most dangerous one I have heard how did you manage to restore your health after this?

It's "technically" a viable method and you can find scientific papers documenting suicide from this, but unfortunately it's really hard to get the dosage right. I had to use 250g in order to get enough potassium, but that meant I needed a lot of water, which meant that the solution was ultimately too diluted. So when I threw up, I threw up just about EVERYTHING. So not a lot of it actually entered my system. Physically I felt fine afterward -- no "restoration" required!

 

[ctb_warrior]

It's "technically" a viable method and you can find scientific papers documenting suicide from this, but unfortunately it's really hard to get the dosage right. I had to use 250g in order to get enough potassium, but that meant I needed a lot of water, which meant that the solution was ultimately too diluted. So when I threw up, I threw up just about EVERYTHING. So not a lot of it actually entered my system. Physically I felt fine afterward -- no "restoration" required!

You are right, i faintly remember reading about NPK fertilizer being used as tool for ctb.. though i think anything related to agriculture, like fertilizer, pesticide, insecticide, etc are going to be rough on the system. I had celphos at my home, which a lot of farmers in India use to ctb, i checked.. Now they have started making safer celphos, so one will not die after ingesting it i dropped the idea after that

 

[_Gollum_]

You are right, i faintly remember reading about NPK fertilizer being used as tool for ctb.. though i think anything related to agriculture, like fertilizer, pesticide, insecticide, etc are going to be rough on the system. I had celphos at my home, which a lot of farmers in India use to ctb, i checked.. Now they have started making safer celphos, so one will not die after ingesting it i dropped the idea after that

I think the pesticides and insecticides can be pretty bad but from what I read, fertilizer poisoning usually isn't that unpleasant -- it's one of the reasons why I was willing to try it in the first place. Main symptoms are things like nausea, chest tightness, fatigue, numbness. Not much worse than SN. And from the case studies I looked at, they don't seem to carry any risk of permanent effects.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I think the pesticides and insecticides can be pretty bad but from what I read, fertilizer poisoning usually isn't that unpleasant -- it's one of the reasons why I was willing to try it in the first place. Main symptoms are things like nausea, chest tightness, fatigue, numbness. Not much worse than SN. And from the case studies I looked at, they don't seem to carry any risk of permanent effects.

If that is the case, I have a whole packet of NPK downstairs I'll research on it further if it can work, i would be very close to ctb

 

[wishingdeath]

Pure benzos. No alc etc. Got found out of it. But when I got checked over I told them I just wanted to sleep for a while and they believed me so thats now on my records. I think thats the embarrassing part tbh

 

[ctb_warrior]

Pure benzos. No alc etc. Got found out of it. But when I got checked over I told them I just wanted to sleep for a while and they believed me so thats now on my records. I think thats the embarrassing part tbh

Nice, i did that just last week and guess what, it knocked me out of my senses. But i was still able to talk on call, chat on messenger and send mails. And I told my manager and my colleague that I'm suicidal my HR called my parents that things are going wrong. When i came back to my senses and realised what all happened in that one day. I was soo fckn embarassed there's no way I can revert that now. I hope they don't put it in my record in background checks.

Pure benzos. No alc etc. Got found out of it. But when I got checked over I told them I just wanted to sleep for a while and they believed me so thats now on my records. I think thats the embarrassing part tbh

I don't rem if i topped it up with alcohol or not . But i had 2 strips of clonazepam and i just had it all.

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

As a teenager, I took a whole box of sleeping pills. It meant a hospital stay, followed by psychiatric hospitalization. After that event, I never attempted anything noteworthy again.

 

[wishingdeath]

Nice, i did that just last week and guess what, it knocked me out of my senses. But i was still able to talk on call, chat on messenger and send mails. And I told my manager and my colleague that I'm suicidal my HR called my parents that things are going wrong. When i came back to my senses and realised what all happened in that one day. I was soo fckn embarassed there's no way I can revert that now. I hope they don't put it in my record in background checks.

I don't rem if i topped it up with alcohol or not . But i had 2 strips of clonazepam and i just had it all.

Noooo thats not it oh bless you. Ive done such weird things oding on them as well. Apparently one time I turned up at my friends house at 2am (no recollection). Another time i'd part cooked a meal and left it (again no recollection). Have they stopped prescribing it now?

 

[ctb_warrior]

As a teenager, I took a whole box of sleeping pills. It meant a hospital stay, followed by psychiatric hospitalization. After that event, I never attempted anything noteworthy again.

Woah, that's a good one to attempt as a teenager. The OD i attempted when i was 15, i landed in ICU

Noooo thats not it oh bless you. Ive done such weird things oding on them as well. Apparently one time I turned up at my friends house at 2am (no recollection). Another time i'd part cooked a meal and left it (again no recollection). Have they stopped prescribing it now?

Damn, we have a lot in common i have done this so many number of times. I remember i had od on the same benzo in 2009, i went to eat twice i forgot that i have eaten already. I called a couple of friends, and i don't know wth did i talk to them. I even attended my classes for 3 days in that state. And i don't remember anything
They still prescribe it, but it's rare. I use a trick. I tell them that nothing is working and I'm having difficulty sleeping, please give me something sos that's when they write one or the other benzo.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I've taken a shit load of Kamagra but I just ended up with a painful boner.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I've taken a shit load of Kamagra but I just ended up with a painful boner.

Woah that's interesting..i didn't know about kamagra..i had to Google it just now. Now i know

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

It lowers blood pressure so I took more than one gel satchel recommended. I took 3 but instead of going to the beach to die I should have gone to a swingers party.

 

[ctb_warrior]

It lowers blood pressure so I took more than one gel satchel recommended. I took 3 but instead of going to the beach to die I should have gone to a swingers party.

For sure

 

[_Gollum_]

If that is the case, I have a whole packet of NPK downstairs I'll research on it further if it can work, i would be very close to ctb

I used to joke that if I succeeded then I'd be a SaSu legend haha, it would be one of the best methods! I tried it twice though (with different "protocols"), to no avail, so I gave up after that and declared the method a failure.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I used to joke that if I succeeded then I'd be a SaSu legend haha, it would be one of the best methods! I tried it twice though (with different "protocols"), to no avail, so I gave up after that and declared the method a failure.

Yes, if this method could work, it would really be a revolution in SaSu.. Because everyone's like SN SN SN..
Then they'd be like NPK NPK NPK