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angelz08

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trying to hang myself with my bra while i was in the psych ward. and impulsively taking a ton of tylenol
 
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trying to hang myself with my bra while i was in the psych ward. and impulsively taking a ton of tylenol
How did you recover from side effects of tylenol? I had extreme heaviness in chest after i had tons of it. Interestingly, intuition of my father is so good, he usually catches my stuff before I'm trying to execute them.
trying to hang myself with my bra while i was in the psych ward. and impulsively taking a ton of tylenol
I have never been to a psych ward despite having so many failed attempts. Do they not monitor the people in the ward so they don't do any harm to themselves?
 
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How did you recover from side effects of tylenol? I had extreme heaviness in chest after i had tons of it. Interestingly, intuition of my father is so good, he usually catches my stuff before I'm trying to execute them.

I have never been to a psych ward despite having so many failed attempts. Do they not monitor the people in the ward so they don't do any harm to themselves?
i spent a few days in the ER and medical care unit after my tylenol attempt. threw up a lot and felt incredibly nauseous and just bad. my liver tests were pretty fucked but not bad enough to die clearly lol. it was a really stupid choice i was just feeling impulsive and couldn't control myself. my parents typically keep all medications in a safe but i managed to find some tylenol in the house and couldn't resist…

they do monitor people in the psych ward; at mine they did rounds every 25-30mins. the trying to hang myself with my bra was also half-assed and impulsive and i quickly realized it likely wouldn't work so i didn't try for long haha
 
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i spent a few days in the ER and medical care unit after my tylenol attempt. threw up a lot and felt incredibly nauseous and just bad. my liver tests were pretty fucked but not bad enough to die clearly lol. it was a really stupid choice i was just feeling impulsive and couldn't control myself. my parents typically keep all medications in a safe but i managed to find some tylenol in the house and couldn't resist…

they do monitor people in the psych ward; at mine they did rounds every 25-30mins. the trying to hang myself with my bra was also half-assed and impulsive and i quickly realized it likely wouldn't work so i didn't try for long haha
Yeah, it's really a bad idea as it's slow painful death by affecting the liver. I feel my liver was very healthy when i attempted, it somehow handled all of the ODs I attempted in that phase.

It was that bad an idea considering the impulse, because one tries to use any object that can be helpful.. i used my vest to strangle myselfđŸ˜‚ though that was waste of time and effort. And a great disappointment too. I was too naive to think that it should be enough to say bye bye to the world
 
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Not really sure if I should be putting it but ehh gotta have some posts :3
I tried drinking an entire canister of Methylated spirit from my mom's salon when I was 12. Didn't work so well I kinda just felt dizzy afterwards and ended up puking.
 
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Not really sure if I should be putting it but ehh gotta have some posts :3
I tried drinking an entire canister of Methylated spirit from my mom's salon when I was 12. Didn't work so well I kinda just felt dizzy afterwards and ended up puking.
Must have been a crazy experience at that young age. The worst thing i have ever tried is arsenic salt
 
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Apr 19, 2018
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That's interesting. I never knew nutmeg could cause hallucinations. I just checked on Google the side effects of having a huge quantity of it.
Hah I'm probably an expert in this because my family eats lots of nutmeg!
To hallucinate on it you need to eat it freshly ground. You can eat as much dried/pickled as you want and it's just delicious and no death đŸ˜‹ (could be the way my family pickles it though)
 
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