angelz08
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- Mar 3, 2025
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trying to hang myself with my bra while i was in the psych ward. and impulsively taking a ton of tylenol
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How did you recover from side effects of tylenol? I had extreme heaviness in chest after i had tons of it. Interestingly, intuition of my father is so good, he usually catches my stuff before I'm trying to execute them.trying to hang myself with my bra while i was in the psych ward. and impulsively taking a ton of tylenol
I have never been to a psych ward despite having so many failed attempts. Do they not monitor the people in the ward so they don't do any harm to themselves?trying to hang myself with my bra while i was in the psych ward. and impulsively taking a ton of tylenol
i spent a few days in the ER and medical care unit after my tylenol attempt. threw up a lot and felt incredibly nauseous and just bad. my liver tests were pretty fucked but not bad enough to die clearly lol. it was a really stupid choice i was just feeling impulsive and couldn't control myself. my parents typically keep all medications in a safe but i managed to find some tylenol in the house and couldn't resistā¦How did you recover from side effects of tylenol? I had extreme heaviness in chest after i had tons of it. Interestingly, intuition of my father is so good, he usually catches my stuff before I'm trying to execute them.
I have never been to a psych ward despite having so many failed attempts. Do they not monitor the people in the ward so they don't do any harm to themselves?
Yeah, it's really a bad idea as it's slow painful death by affecting the liver. I feel my liver was very healthy when i attempted, it somehow handled all of the ODs I attempted in that phase.i spent a few days in the ER and medical care unit after my tylenol attempt. threw up a lot and felt incredibly nauseous and just bad. my liver tests were pretty fucked but not bad enough to die clearly lol. it was a really stupid choice i was just feeling impulsive and couldn't control myself. my parents typically keep all medications in a safe but i managed to find some tylenol in the house and couldn't resistā¦
they do monitor people in the psych ward; at mine they did rounds every 25-30mins. the trying to hang myself with my bra was also half-assed and impulsive and i quickly realized it likely wouldn't work so i didn't try for long haha
Must have been a crazy experience at that young age. The worst thing i have ever tried is arsenic saltNot really sure if I should be putting it but ehh gotta have some posts :3
I tried drinking an entire canister of Methylated spirit from my mom's salon when I was 12. Didn't work so well I kinda just felt dizzy afterwards and ended up puking.
Hah I'm probably an expert in this because my family eats lots of nutmeg!That's interesting. I never knew nutmeg could cause hallucinations. I just checked on Google the side effects of having a huge quantity of it.
That's niceHah I'm probably an expert in this because my family eats lots of nutmeg!
To hallucinate on it you need to eat it freshly ground. You can eat as much dried/pickled as you want and it's just delicious and no death(could be the way my family pickles it though)
My bad it was 50 grams not milligrams haha. It was quite a lot that's why it was awful. Ironically before that pathetic attempt I tried 10 grams which gave me an amazing high. I really wanted that but even more intense and perhaps even lethal through heart palpitations but nope.That's interesting. I never knew nutmeg could cause hallucinations. I just checked on Google the side effects of having a huge quantity of it.
So that might be why!!! Oh my god, for that first time high I did use freshly grounded nutmeg unlike with that "attempt". So that's why. I might try nutmeg again but not for CTB as it's stupidity. Thanks Nutmeg Expert!Hah I'm probably an expert in this because my family eats lots of nutmeg!
To hallucinate on it you need to eat it freshly ground. You can eat as much cooked as you want and it's just delicious and no death(could be the way my family cooks it though)
I was curious about shrooms too and I was told to look into something called truffles which apparently is legal? Alcohol just makes me sleepy, I use it as a sleep aid hahaThat's nicei want to experience hallucinations.. i have a good grip on reality. So, i never had any hallucinations. I also want to try psychedelics to understand altered states of mind and if we can use it to improve our life in any way . I have heard shrooms are also used for that. It's tough to get my hands on these substances.
Alcohol is the worst thing to try to get a high, because it ultimately depresses the entire system. It's the worst thing i started with the hope to escape from reality.
I don't think it's possible to CTB on nutmeg... But I think it's delicious and I'm glad to share the joyMy bad it was 50 grams not milligrams haha. It was quite a lot that's why it was awful. Ironically before that pathetic attempt I tried 10 grams which gave me an amazing high. I really wanted that but even more intense and perhaps even lethal through heart palpitations but nope.
So that might be why!!! Oh my god, for that first time high I did use freshly grounded nutmeg unlike with that "attempt". So that's why. I might try nutmeg again but not for CTB as it's stupidity. Thanks Nutmeg Expert!![]()
No idea about truffles. I'll check if it's available.I was curious about shrooms too and I was told to look into something called truffles which apparently is legal? Alcohol just makes me sleepy, I use it as a sleep aid haha
Kind of tried on my 1st thoughts of ending it, as I went to a park and I went to a more secluded part of the park, BUT to my surprise, a naked man with just shoes and socks on came running by with the police in hot pursuit trying to get him and I packed up my rope and things and left.
With the police there, I did NOT want them to "figure it out" and then be put in the squad vehicle with a buck-naked man, no thanks!
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Interesting. If butter had KCl , it would have workedMentioned this already lots of times on this site but I once tried to induce a heart attack by eating an entire stick of butter. I managed to eat it all and it didn't even taste that bad but my heart did feel a little weird for a short while afterwards. Maybe this method would have had a higher chance of working if I were 20 years older or something. I was only 19 when I tried this.
That's actually harmful u know .Vitamin overdose![]()
getting betterā¦ā¦the silliest shit I've ever tried
one of those hard cider things where its like alchohol in apple juice, jungle juice and i dont even remember what else. i went to a party that day and had a ride from a friend so i thought i'd just do the alchohol at the party then take all my anti depressents from the bottle when i got home, i was kinda just drinking whatever was there at the party. but im such a lightweight so i got super drunk at the party couldnt keep track of anything.Plastic bag is an all time favouritebut the SI kicks in so hard in this. Just an inert gas cylinder can make that difference.
Alcohol and pills are fun. Which alcohol did you get high on?
Must have been a crazy experience. I am an alcoholic, as such I haven't got drunk at a party to avoid getting any embarassment. I mixed alcohol and clozapine 2 strips and thought I'll be free from this worldone of those hard cider things where its like alchohol in apple juice, jungle juice and i dont even remember what else. i went to a party that day and had a ride from a friend so i thought i'd just do the alchohol at the party then take all my anti depressents from the bottle when i got home, i was kinda just drinking whatever was there at the party. but im such a lightweight so i got super drunk at the party couldnt keep track of anything.
it was from what i remember. i kinda just remember taking a lot of shots and after awhile my best friend being shocked at how drunk i am even tho i usually get drunk fast cos im a lightweight. i ended up like laying on a couch with my head on him which is kind of embarrassing but also felt nice and peacefulMust have been a crazy experience. I am an alcoholic, as such I haven't got drunk at a party to avoid getting any embarassment. I mixed alcohol and clozapine 2 strips and thought I'll be free from this worldi woke up in my senses after a week. All this while I was able to move, eat, pee and all, just that I was not in my senses and I have absolutely no recollection of that phase except two scenes, one in which i went to a nearby park and slept on the bench in the afternoon, and in the other scene, i was roaming around in the market in the evening and i went to some restaurant to have some snacks. I wonder when I'm not in my senses, how tf am I able to do all this
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Yes it's a funny experience.it was from what i remember. i kinda just remember taking a lot of shots and after awhile my best friend being shocked at how drunk i am even tho i usually get drunk fast cos im a lightweight. i ended up like laying on a couch with my head on him which is kind of embarrassing but also felt nice and peaceful
woah, thats never happened to me being out of my senses like that. i wonder if thats what would have happened if i had remembered to take the pills when i got home.
Aha.. that would have felt crazy.I tried to drown myself in the bath![]()
I'm so glad you didn't try it.Never tried it but argued the apricot seed method in my head for a while.
Woah that's actually a good method to use. I think night night is based on that only.I took my laces off my shoes and tried to partial hang in the woods
Damn that's very very dangerous. How did you manage things after drinking bleach? A man in my apartment where I lived in had drainex to CTB, he started feeling excruciating pain inside his body that he couldn't tolerate. He removed all his clothes to feel better but it didn't work. The heat was too much. He finally jumped off his balcony to get respite. That's a really traumatic way to ctb.. Never try bleach or acid again.drink bleach![]()
Every pill in the medicine cabinet. 14 years old.
20 hours of sleep followed by a few days of physical pain and confusion.What was the aftermath