Discussion What's the most silly method you've tried?

[ctb_warrior]

Out of desperation I have done the following silly mistakes:

1. OD on Benzo - Knocked me off for 6-7 days
2. Drinking phenyl - no effect except phenyl smell in breath
3. Eating 2 packets of RatKill - no effect
4. Eating crushed napthalene balls - no effect
5. Drinking mosquito poison - no effect
6. Trying to create CO by burning Kerosene - fire out of control, black smoke all over the room and not enough carbon monoxide.
7. Strangled myself with bare hands and then with towel - waste of time
8. Kept plastic bag on my face - the bag got moisture and the bag didn't have any space to breathe and i was soon gasping for breath.
9. Plastic bag + helium balloons - helium balloons didn't have pure helium so it was total waste of time. I had 5-6 big balloons to fill plastic bag with helium. But nope. It didn't work
10. I borrowed some arsenic salt from my school's chemistry lab and ingested it - i started vomiting non stop and I had to administer Arsenic 30 in Homeopathy to deal with it
11. OD on paracetamol - caused choking sensation in the chest. Used Carbo Veg 30 in Homeopathy to ease the discomfort

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[daruino]

In a very desperate moment I tried to strangle myself with a scarf

 

[Le temps perdu]

last year I took 6,300 mg of pregabalin over the course of two and a half hours.
It was probably the silliest thing I've ever tried, other than feeling weird and having this strange, hard-to-describe feeling in my head, nothing really happened
(what made it even worse was that pregabalin was banned from being sold online the next year, so I basically wasted 42 days' worth of my usual daily doses :/

 

[fluorescentpearl]

Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though
Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though

 

[ctb_warrior]

In a very desperate moment I tried to strangle myself with a scarf

That was my very first attempt i tried to strangle myself, first with my bare hands , then with a towel that had good length.

I have also placed plastic bag over my face. And it started getting wet due to the moisture in my breath.

last year I took 6,300 mg of pregabalin over the course of two and a half hours. It was probably the dumbest way I've ever tried, other than feeling weird and having this strange, hard-to-describe feeling in my head, nothing really happened.
(what made it even worse was that pregabalin was banned from being sold online the next year, so I basically wasted 42 days' worth of my usual daily doses :/

That's a good strong dose it feels bad when such a full blown effort gets wasted. I had 40 strips of ativan and i was only knocked off for 6-7 days

Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though
Oh boy, the Silliest huh.. Out of everything I've done
Probably the time I went psychotic and thought if I sleep for 6 days straight I'll die because I heard voices telling me it'd work, it did not work, I did sleep for a week straight though

Lovely lines. Did you get that method i sent in 1on1?

 

[_Gollum_]

Drank a solution of nitrogen-phosphorus-potassium (NPK) fertilizer mixed with water with the goal of giving myself hyperkalemia (potassium overdose). Effect: getting a blue vomit stain on my blanket and pissing out green urine.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Drank a solution of nitrogen-phosphorus-potassium (NPK) fertilizer mixed with water with the goal of giving myself hyperkalemia (potassium overdose). Effect: getting a blue vomit stain on my blanket and pissing out green urine.

That's the most dangerous one I have heard how did you manage to restore your health after this?

 

[_Gollum_]

That's the most dangerous one I have heard how did you manage to restore your health after this?

It's "technically" a viable method and you can find scientific papers documenting suicide from this, but unfortunately it's really hard to get the dosage right. I had to use 250g in order to get enough potassium, but that meant I needed a lot of water, which meant that the solution was ultimately too diluted. So when I threw up, I threw up just about EVERYTHING. So not a lot of it actually entered my system. Physically I felt fine afterward -- no "restoration" required!

 

[ctb_warrior]

It's "technically" a viable method and you can find scientific papers documenting suicide from this, but unfortunately it's really hard to get the dosage right. I had to use 250g in order to get enough potassium, but that meant I needed a lot of water, which meant that the solution was ultimately too diluted. So when I threw up, I threw up just about EVERYTHING. So not a lot of it actually entered my system. Physically I felt fine afterward -- no "restoration" required!

You are right, i faintly remember reading about NPK fertilizer being used as tool for ctb.. though i think anything related to agriculture, like fertilizer, pesticide, insecticide, etc are going to be rough on the system. I had celphos at my home, which a lot of farmers in India use to ctb, i checked.. Now they have started making safer celphos, so one will not die after ingesting it i dropped the idea after that

 

[_Gollum_]

You are right, i faintly remember reading about NPK fertilizer being used as tool for ctb.. though i think anything related to agriculture, like fertilizer, pesticide, insecticide, etc are going to be rough on the system. I had celphos at my home, which a lot of farmers in India use to ctb, i checked.. Now they have started making safer celphos, so one will not die after ingesting it i dropped the idea after that

I think the pesticides and insecticides can be pretty bad but from what I read, fertilizer poisoning usually isn't that unpleasant -- it's one of the reasons why I was willing to try it in the first place. Main symptoms are things like nausea, chest tightness, fatigue, numbness. Not much worse than SN. And from the case studies I looked at, they don't seem to carry any risk of permanent effects.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I think the pesticides and insecticides can be pretty bad but from what I read, fertilizer poisoning usually isn't that unpleasant -- it's one of the reasons why I was willing to try it in the first place. Main symptoms are things like nausea, chest tightness, fatigue, numbness. Not much worse than SN. And from the case studies I looked at, they don't seem to carry any risk of permanent effects.

If that is the case, I have a whole packet of NPK downstairs I'll research on it further if it can work, i would be very close to ctb

 

[wishingdeath]

Pure benzos. No alc etc. Got found out of it. But when I got checked over I told them I just wanted to sleep for a while and they believed me so thats now on my records. I think thats the embarrassing part tbh

 

[ctb_warrior]

Pure benzos. No alc etc. Got found out of it. But when I got checked over I told them I just wanted to sleep for a while and they believed me so thats now on my records. I think thats the embarrassing part tbh

Nice, i did that just last week and guess what, it knocked me out of my senses. But i was still able to talk on call, chat on messenger and send mails. And I told my manager and my colleague that I'm suicidal my HR called my parents that things are going wrong. When i came back to my senses and realised what all happened in that one day. I was soo fckn embarassed there's no way I can revert that now. I hope they don't put it in my record in background checks.

Pure benzos. No alc etc. Got found out of it. But when I got checked over I told them I just wanted to sleep for a while and they believed me so thats now on my records. I think thats the embarrassing part tbh

I don't rem if i topped it up with alcohol or not . But i had 2 strips of clonazepam and i just had it all.

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

As a teenager, I took a whole box of sleeping pills. It meant a hospital stay, followed by psychiatric hospitalization. After that event, I never attempted anything noteworthy again.

 

[wishingdeath]

Nice, i did that just last week and guess what, it knocked me out of my senses. But i was still able to talk on call, chat on messenger and send mails. And I told my manager and my colleague that I'm suicidal my HR called my parents that things are going wrong. When i came back to my senses and realised what all happened in that one day. I was soo fckn embarassed there's no way I can revert that now. I hope they don't put it in my record in background checks.

I don't rem if i topped it up with alcohol or not . But i had 2 strips of clonazepam and i just had it all.

Noooo thats not it oh bless you. Ive done such weird things oding on them as well. Apparently one time I turned up at my friends house at 2am (no recollection). Another time i'd part cooked a meal and left it (again no recollection). Have they stopped prescribing it now?

 

[ctb_warrior]

As a teenager, I took a whole box of sleeping pills. It meant a hospital stay, followed by psychiatric hospitalization. After that event, I never attempted anything noteworthy again.

Woah, that's a good one to attempt as a teenager. The OD i attempted when i was 15, i landed in ICU

Noooo thats not it oh bless you. Ive done such weird things oding on them as well. Apparently one time I turned up at my friends house at 2am (no recollection). Another time i'd part cooked a meal and left it (again no recollection). Have they stopped prescribing it now?

Damn, we have a lot in common i have done this so many number of times. I remember i had od on the same benzo in 2009, i went to eat twice i forgot that i have eaten already. I called a couple of friends, and i don't know wth did i talk to them. I even attended my classes for 3 days in that state. And i don't remember anything
They still prescribe it, but it's rare. I use a trick. I tell them that nothing is working and I'm having difficulty sleeping, please give me something sos that's when they write one or the other benzo.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I've taken a shit load of Kamagra but I just ended up with a painful boner.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I've taken a shit load of Kamagra but I just ended up with a painful boner.

Woah that's interesting..i didn't know about kamagra..i had to Google it just now. Now i know

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

It lowers blood pressure so I took more than one gel satchel recommended. I took 3 but instead of going to the beach to die I should have gone to a swingers party.

 

[ctb_warrior]

It lowers blood pressure so I took more than one gel satchel recommended. I took 3 but instead of going to the beach to die I should have gone to a swingers party.

For sure

 

[_Gollum_]

If that is the case, I have a whole packet of NPK downstairs I'll research on it further if it can work, i would be very close to ctb

I used to joke that if I succeeded then I'd be a SaSu legend haha, it would be one of the best methods! I tried it twice though (with different "protocols"), to no avail, so I gave up after that and declared the method a failure.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I used to joke that if I succeeded then I'd be a SaSu legend haha, it would be one of the best methods! I tried it twice though (with different "protocols"), to no avail, so I gave up after that and declared the method a failure.

Yes, if this method could work, it would really be a revolution in SaSu.. Because everyone's like SN SN SN..
Then they'd be like NPK NPK NPK

 

[LilGhost]

Out of desperation I have done the following silly mistakes:

1. OD on Benzo - Knocked me off for 6-7 days
2. Drinking phenyl - no effect except phenyl smell in breath
3. Eating 2 packets of RatKill - no effect
4. Eating crushed napthalene balls - no effect
5. Drinking mosquito poison - no effect
6. Trying to create CO by burning Kerosene - fire out of control, black smoke all over the room and not enough carbon monoxide.
7. Strangled myself with bare hands and then with towel - waste of time
8. Kept plastic bag on my face - the bag got moisture and the bag didn't have any space to breathe and i was soon gasping for breath.
9. Plastic bag + helium balloons - helium balloons didn't have pure helium so it was total waste of time. I had 5-6 big balloons to fill plastic bag with helium. But nope. It didn't work
10. I borrowed some arsenic salt from my school's chemistry lab and ingested it - i started vomiting non stop and I had to administer Arsenic 30 in Homeopathy to deal with it

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Silliest….
1. Probably the time I tied a rope to window handle by my bed, put it around my neck and hope I'll strangle myself to death after falling asleep.
2. OD on smth like advil (was sure I'll die from unbearable pain that lasted days. Tbf it was when I was a kid and was adamant it'll kill me). Not smth that deserved to be put in my top tier list on its own, but what makes it funnier is me trying to OD (now also with a freaking mix of different pills) again, hoping that cause my organs were damaged from previous attempts, this one will have more chances
3. Couldn't find a rope and… I was smth like going insane and didn't want to wait for day to buy a rope, so I crochet a rope to hang myself…. Yarn is very stretchy
4. Tried to overdose on energy drinks was pretty funny. Still waiting for so promised heart attack
5. Overall me doing some reckless shit like…. Pissing my sibling off enough for them to press a razor blade to my throat (was like 12th tbf), or in college going to one guy's dorm, hanging out with him in woods, despite him trying to push me off stairs once and pointing knife at me when we were at his place (I think he was ¿joking? but I kinda hoped he'd actually try to kill me). Wouldn't call it an attempt attempt, but I was hoping he'll do the job. Some other reckless behavior
6. Cutting wrist open. Got huge scar now + I dislocated my tendon
7. Strangling myself too
8. Another OD attempt on nootropics when I was having a bad migraine I don't really remember but I think I was also trying to damage my skull with screwdriver or smth? I dunno, I was smth like 15 and on Phenibut. Apparently you can't even overdose on them with serious complications
That's what I could think off right off the bat. I understand your attempts. Hope they didn't fuck up your health much and you'll find peace, in a form you want it

 

[whorror]

OD on an antidepressant (tradozone) that is used as a sleeping pill lol

 

[ctb_warrior]

Silliest….
1. Probably the time I tied a rope to window handle by my bed, put it around my neck and hope I'll strangle myself to death after falling asleep.
2. OD on smth like advil (was sure I'll die from unbearable pain that lasted days. Tbf it was when I was a kid and was adamant it'll kill me). Not smth that deserved to be put in my top tier list on its own, but what makes it funnier is me trying to OD (now also with a freaking mix of different pills) again, hoping that cause my organs were damaged from previous attempts, this one will have more chances
3. Couldn't find a rope and… I was smth like going insane and didn't want to wait for day to buy a rope, so I crochet a rope to hang myself…. Yarn is very stretchy
4. Tried to overdose on energy drinks was pretty funny. Still waiting for so promised heart attack
5. Overall me doing some reckless shit like…. Pissing my sibling off enough for them to press a razor blade to my throat (was like 12th tbf), or in college going to one guy's dorm, hanging out with him in woods, despite him trying to push me off stairs once and pointing knife at me when we were at his place (I think he was ¿joking? but I kinda hoped he'd actually try to kill me). Wouldn't call it an attempt attempt, but I was hoping he'll do the job. Some other reckless behavior
6. Cutting wrist open. Got huge scar now + I dislocated my tendon
7. Strangling myself too
8. Another OD attempt on nootropics when I was having a bad migraine I don't really remember but I think I was also trying to damage my skull with screwdriver or smth? I dunno, I was smth like 15 and on Phenibut. Apparently you can't even overdose on them with serious complications
That's what I could think off right off the bat. I understand your attempts. Hope they didn't fuck up your health much and you'll find peace, in a form you want it

Those are Some really serious attempts. I can never slit my wrists no matter how hard I want to CTB.
Thankfully I didn't fuck up my health. I forgot to mention one more. I overdosed on Paracetamol once. And it choked my chest completely. I had a tough time while dealing with it.. i thought i'd be dead but naa

OD on an antidepressant (tradozone) that is used as a sleeping pill lol

We all have tried that haven't we? In Indian shows, they used to show that the actor is having an entire bottle of sleeping pills and he successfully dies i wish we had N so we could do that

 

[whorror]

Those are Some really serious attempts. I can never slit my wrists no matter how hard I want to CTB.
Thankfully I didn't fuck up my health. I forgot to mention one more. I overdosed on Paracetamol once. And it choked my chest completely. I had a tough time while dealing with it.. i thought i'd be dead but naa

We all have tried that haven't we? In Indian shows, they used to show that the actor is having an entire bottle of sleeping pills and he successfully dies i wish we had N so we could do that

God, what pills were they? Asking for a friend..

 

[ctb_warrior]

God, what pills where they? Asking for a friend..

I wonder myself must have been N , only OD on N can do that