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violet.4321

New Member
Jun 8, 2026
1
I'm writing my first post today, so please let me know if I say anything that's inappropiate.
For years I thought I would ctb using cherry pits, as it seemed an easy and accesible method. Lately I've been getting serious and now I am deciding what my final method will be. I don't have access to more reliable and peaceful methods like sn, and also want my body to not be as traumatic for whoever finds me. I've been thinking to just eat a lot of crushed cherry pits, but people on here say it almost never works. Does anyone have any tips to make it more reliable, like eating some other pills that will make it work better? Or maybe other pits like from apricots or peaches, as they contain more cyanide. Other methods are also welcome, which can be done without ordering illegal stuff online.

The other method I am considering is partial hanging, but it's kinda a last resort, because I feel it will be very traumatic for my family.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,990
Violet, beautiful name. I believe these are on the list of non-methods, I know there's a member who attempted with these things a few times, their username isn't coming to mind but their pic is of a goat. My point is that after saying goodbye, they are still here. I feel like when we "get serious", that's when we choose something based on it's reliability. In case you haven't read it yet, I'll just leave this here…

 
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