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violet.4321

violet.4321

Member
Jun 8, 2026
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I'm writing my first post today, so please let me know if I say anything that's inappropiate.
For years I thought I would ctb using cherry pits, as it seemed an easy and accesible method. Lately I've been getting serious and now I am deciding what my final method will be. I don't have access to more reliable and peaceful methods like sn, and also want my body to not be as traumatic for whoever finds me. I've been thinking to just eat a lot of crushed cherry pits, but people on here say it almost never works. Does anyone have any tips to make it more reliable, like eating some other pills that will make it work better? Or maybe other pits like from apricots or peaches, as they contain more cyanide. Other methods are also welcome, which can be done without ordering illegal stuff online.

The other method I am considering is partial hanging, but it's kinda a last resort, because I feel it will be very traumatic for my family.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Violet, beautiful name. I believe these are on the list of non-methods, I know there's a member who attempted with these things a few times, their username isn't coming to mind but their pic is of a goat. My point is that after saying goodbye, they are still here. I feel like when we "get serious", that's when we choose something based on it's reliability. In case you haven't read it yet, I'll just leave this here…

 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
I'm writing my first post today, so please let me know if I say anything that's inappropiate.
For years I thought I would ctb using cherry pits, as it seemed an easy and accesible method. Lately I've been getting serious and now I am deciding what my final method will be. I don't have access to more reliable and peaceful methods like sn, and also want my body to not be as traumatic for whoever finds me. I've been thinking to just eat a lot of crushed cherry pits, but people on here say it almost never works. Does anyone have any tips to make it more reliable, like eating some other pills that will make it work better? Or maybe other pits like from apricots or peaches, as they contain more cyanide. Other methods are also welcome, which can be done without ordering illegal stuff online.

The other method I am considering is partial hanging, but it's kinda a last resort, because I feel it will be very traumatic for my family.
Cherry pits don't work sadly. Also, partial has low rate of success. So, choose your path wisely
 
violet.4321

violet.4321

Member
Jun 8, 2026
12
Violet, beautiful name. I believe these are on the list of non-methods, I know there's a member who attempted with these things a few times, their username isn't coming to mind but their pic is of a goat. My point is that after saying goodbye, they are still here. I feel like when we "get serious", that's when we choose something based on it's reliability. In case you haven't read it yet, I'll just leave this here…


Violet, beautiful name. I believe these are on the list of non-methods, I know there's a member who attempted with these things a few times, their username isn't coming to mind but their pic is of a goat. My point is that after saying goodbye, they are still here. I feel like when we "get serious", that's when we choose something based on it's reliability. In case you haven't read it yet, I'll just leave this here…

Thank you for replying, I've actually read the non methods but I didnt see it on there, but thanks for enlightening me. I'm just kind of desperate as I have no source of sn and I'm looking for something that may work. I'll be looking further and doing more research.
Cherry pits don't work sadly. Also, partial has low rate of success. So, choose your path wisely
Thanks for the reply. Also I hear different thins about partials, some people on here say that partial is more used than full, but how come you say it's not reliable? I'm just curious so I don't make a big mistake
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Thank you for replying, I've actually read the non methods but I didnt see it on there, but thanks for enlightening me. I'm just kind of desperate as I have no source of sn and I'm looking for something that may work. I'll be looking further and doing more research.

Thanks for the reply. Also I hear different thins about partials, some people on here say that partial is more used than full, but how come you say it's not reliable? I'm just curious so I don't make a big mistake
There are ppl who have tested Partial and their tests succeeded, however, there's not much mention of the success of the ones who tried partial. Mostly they are SN users.
I tried continuously for 7 days to make partial hanging a success. It was reading week at the University and i was all alone in my room with no one to disturb me for the entire 7 days. I tried lot of variations. I kept sitting for 30-40 minutes. Nothing happened. I returned the ropes to Amazon šŸ˜‚
What i understood from this failed attempt of mine, focus on finding your carotid, if you can find that, lot of things get simple from that point. In my case, i found the pulsating points but i guess they are located deeper inside
And you are right partial is better than full . PPH tells that full hanging is not peaceful.
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
There are ppl who have tested Partial and their tests succeeded, however, there's not much mention of the success of the ones who tried partial. Mostly they are SN users.
I tried continuously for 7 days to make partial hanging a success. It was reading week at the University and i was all alone in my room with no one to disturb me for the entire 7 days. I tried lot of variations. I kept sitting for 30-40 minutes. Nothing happened. I returned the ropes to Amazon šŸ˜‚
What i understood from this failed attempt of mine, focus on finding your carotid, if you can find that, lot of things get simple from that point. In my case, i found the pulsating points but i guess they are located deeper inside
And you are right partial is better than full . PPH tells that full hanging is not peaceful.
Why hanging is not on pph?
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
It is. But it's mentioned as non peaceful method in one of the earliest chapters which talk about hypoxia
But you pass in seconds. SN is in the book but it's long and could be not peaceful. This is why I don't get it.
 
ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
But you pass in seconds. SN is in the book but it's long and could be not peaceful. This is why I don't get it.
Interestingly, most people ctb by hanging, recently, a minister in India ctbed using fsh. Most teenagers and farmers in India resort to it. Though the corpse gets disfigured is what they say. I got see neck of someone who reportedly ctbed using fsh, it looked horrible.
The challenge with fsh is, if you break your neck, you pass out, but if you get stuck, you get strangulated and that's painful.
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
Interestingly, most people ctb by hanging, recently, a minister in India ctbed using fsh. Most teenagers and farmers in India resort to it. Though the corpse gets disfigured is what they say. I got see neck of someone who reportedly ctbed using fsh, it looked horrible.
The challenge with fsh is, if you break your neck, you pass out, but if you get stuck, you get strangulated and that's painful.
Most of the video I saw, the guy pass out very quickly and partial too.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Most of the video I saw, the guy pass out very quickly and partial too.
Possibly. That's how it's the most widely used methods across the globe. Just a rope, an anchor point and some knowledge of how to make the knot. And gone. Reliability is very high. Within one hour , death is guaranteed even if the rope strangulates
 
Lost_Dawns

Lost_Dawns

Member
Jul 17, 2026
51
cyanide is a no-go. too painful and easy to mess up.
 
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iknowtheroadimtakin

Member
Aug 17, 2026
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I've thought about cyanide. I've also considered visine, but I don't think that works anymore.
 
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cecil

Iwanttosobad
Aug 17, 2026
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I'm writing my first post today, so please let me know if I say anything that's inappropiate.
For years I thought I would ctb using cherry pits, as it seemed an easy and accesible method. Lately I've been getting serious and now I am deciding what my final method will be. I don't have access to more reliable and peaceful methods like sn, and also want my body to not be as traumatic for whoever finds me. I've been thinking to just eat a lot of crushed cherry pits, but people on here say it almost never works. Does anyone have any tips to make it more reliable, like eating some other pills that will make it work better? Or maybe other pits like from apricots or peaches, as they contain more cyanide. Other methods are also welcome, which can be done without ordering illegal stuff online.

The other method I am considering is partial hanging, but it's kinda a last resort, because I feel it will be very traumatic for my family.
I've read that cyanide is really painful. Since cyanide binds to oxygen, you will have difficulty in breathing up to the point that you're gasping for air. Other symptoms include general weakness, confusion, excessive sleepiness, shortness of breath, headache and dizziness. Longer term or more severe poisoning can also result in bizarre behaviour, seizures and coma. And yes, I don't think you get poisoned enough from apricots and peaches.
 
violet.4321

violet.4321

Member
Jun 8, 2026
12
There are ppl who have tested Partial and their tests succeeded, however, there's not much mention of the success of the ones who tried partial. Mostly they are SN users.
I tried continuously for 7 days to make partial hanging a success. It was reading week at the University and i was all alone in my room with no one to disturb me for the entire 7 days. I tried lot of variations. I kept sitting for 30-40 minutes. Nothing happened. I returned the ropes to Amazon šŸ˜‚
What i understood from this failed attempt of mine, focus on finding your carotid, if you can find that, lot of things get simple from that point. In my case, i found the pulsating points but i guess they are located deeper inside
And you are right partial is better than full . PPH tells that full hanging is not peaceful.
Ahh I see, sound exhausting trying so hard to make it work and it didn't. I was also confused as to why it wasn't mentioned in the PPH. Thanks for the explanation.
I've thought about cyanide. I've also considered visine, but I don't think that works anymore.
I haven't heard that one before, is it some kind of medicine?
Btw @ctb_warrior I've found the discussion u mentioned earlier about the cherry pits. It's safe to say I should rule out that method
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Ahh I see, sound exhausting trying so hard to make it work and it didn't. I was also confused as to why it wasn't mentioned in the PPH. Thanks for the explanation.

I haven't heard that one before, is it some kind of medicine?
Btw @ctb_warrior I've found the discussion u mentioned earlier about the cherry pits. It's safe to say I should rule out that method
Yes, it was very disappointing.
So true, cherry pits are a no. Cyanide deaths are not very peaceful. I considered it back in 2020, when I was not even on SaSu. I searched on Google, and found that it'll take a lot of seeds to create enough cyanide. Besides, i was told by my school teacher that cyanide death is instantaneous. However, that's not the case. It's very uncomfortable. In my opinion, if one can create CO in a small room, it'll be more peaceful than anything though it depends on what is burnt to create that CO.
 

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