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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Tommen Baratheon
Have you made your own funeral card? (obituary)
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9
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604
Echo
Echo
roku6
Help AE question
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3
Views
736
roku6
roku6
catsunemeek
  • Question
Help partial hanging question
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0
Views
371
catsunemeek
catsunemeek
Laivirt
Anti-mortalist clownery thread
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15
Views
686
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
thirdrailer
Starting to mourn my own death
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4
Views
498
thirdrailer
thirdrailer
FuneralCry
Venting I’d always prefer for this existence to peacefully disappear into nothingness
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0
Views
353
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SoulofSteel
Fastest and gore-free ways to ctb?
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2
Views
520
spectraltease
spectraltease
<user>
Help What can i take/do to calm down before ctb? Bricking it rn
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5
Views
493
Linda
Linda
S
Would it be easier to acquire the materials needed for carbon monoxide vs an exit bag?
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2
Views
404
Chelsea Leng
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Mors.Mors.Mors
Discussion Life is a try not to kill yourself challengue
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3
Views
465
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
sserafim
Is it bad that I don’t care about the effect my ctb will have on anyone?
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18
Views
666
Henryk
Henryk
<user>
Is there a way for police to find my body after I’ve left, without them resuscitating me?
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3
Views
386
Linda
Linda
B
Venting This site has helped me more than therapy
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6
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723
MBG
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bunny_brownie9
I just feel so lonely and it makes the thoughts worse
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12
Views
716
BorderlineChellery
BorderlineChellery
SoulofSteel
Ever felt like being gaslit?
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2
Views
277
Undertow Mermaid
Undertow Mermaid
bluegodism
today is my day
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15
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1K
bluegodism
bluegodism
Notlikeforte
No one gets it.
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6
Views
413
BorderlineChellery
BorderlineChellery
M
M SN source legitimacy?
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120
Views
9K
Redleaf1992
Redleaf1992
blurryblor
Help need some insight on firearm methods
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3
Views
310
Account4521
A
MiMif
Conditional suicide
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2
Views
359
MiMif
MiMif
zombiegirl
the bus will eventually come
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6
Views
662
Account4521
A
Toxinebulaic
Discussion What is the most meaningful physical contact you've ever made?
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34
Views
1K
ctbcat
ctbcat
A
Method Ultimate helium suicide
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12
Views
2K
Account4521
A
Save_Me_Mind
Just terrible rhymes
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2
Views
286
Save_Me_Mind
Save_Me_Mind
saYori2l_ve
  • Question
Help Trouble at work
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4
Views
529
Linda
Linda
FireFox
Mental health advocacy and Suicide prevention is just a way for arseholes to show how they are "good people"
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9
Views
692
BlessedBeTheFlame
B
A
Discussion How are my CTB chances with Heroin? (Germany)
Replies
16
Views
956
random_user
R
Unknown21
Method Overdosing + SN
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32
Views
2K
Unknown21
Unknown21
walkingdead2023
SN
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7
Views
1K
uniqueusername4
uniqueusername4
A
Help Jumping from Istanbul Bridges
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13
Views
940
Alpercino
A
Sleeper System
Venting Feeling better. Drowning in distractions.
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6
Views
469
CC123
C
bambie200
Venting Was anyone else their parents’ scapegoat?
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5
Views
722
Waldorf&Statler
Waldorf&Statler
F
Discussion The pro-mortalist point of view.
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33
Views
3K
username90493486
U
B
Venting Subhumans like me must all die
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5
Views
860
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Amyend88
Discussion The Bridge Between Suicidal and Homicidal.
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11
Views
929
sserafim
sserafim
FutureHanger
Venting Has anyone else gotten so deep they can't imagine a solution to a long term problem that isn't CTB?
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13
Views
834
BlessedBeTheFlame
B
Lawliet
Venting insurance stopped approving life saving medication
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5
Views
561
Worndown
Worndown
markus
Easy ways to get sn?
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5
Views
613
Final_Choice
Final_Choice
B
Method Getting drunk to help ctb?
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7
Views
691
bluexapalooza
B
notforl0ng
Venting I found a method that certainly should work and I finally feel relieved.
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4
Views
1K
notforl0ng
notforl0ng
lixt
Help Some questions regarding death
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5
Views
793
lixt
lixt
G
Nitrogen gas execution of Kenneth Eugene Smith sees him "shake and writhe on the gurney, sometimes pulling against the restraints
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86
Views
7K
BeBraveBrother
B
sserafim
How do you choose your ctb date?
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35
Views
2K
bipolar22
bipolar22
K
NSFW Anyone Else Bothered By Not Having Sex Before CTB?
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47
Views
3K
Final_Choice
Final_Choice
CouldaHvBeenARock
Venting My parents are trash
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3
Views
344
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Methylene chloride
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0
Views
343
Chelsea Leng
C
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how pretty much everywhere is so pro-life
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2
Views
502
imnotsurewhy
I
The Schizoid
If you can afford to do it, then jumping from really high is surely the most full proof method?
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7
Views
1K
UKscotty
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Vesper_The_Ghost
Venting How can I feel suicidal when I have goals and dreams for my future.
Replies
9
Views
837
ArteriesBindEveryon
ArteriesBindEveryon
leavingthesoultrap
Anyone else was extremely sad even as a little kid?
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36
Views
2K
cold_severance
C
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