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suffering_mo_7
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- May 8, 2024
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Do you know when N stopped being accessible? There was a suicide of a woman who had terrible akathisia from benzo w/d, went to a cornfield and did it there in 2017. They said it was the most "peaceful" suicide they had ever seen. I have been wondering for a long while if it was from N but wasn't sure how she could have gotten it even back then.Because when it first emerged as a viable suicide method it was stupidly accessible. When there was an online N source that dominated the forum too, but that source dried up.
It's been the subject of debate, sometimes pretty acrimonious, since the beginning. Anyone who says it's always been universally acclaimed is either being disingenuous or simply missed the many threads revolving around the merits of SN.
There is a general tendency in people to prefer poisoning and new people in pain and distress often come with the singular focus of obtaining a method.
You can get brain damage... I've read a few accounts plus people getting horrendous tinnitus and other nasty organs damage effects from even less than the recommended amounts. This is part of why I am seriously reconsidering.What appeals to me is that if SN fails it doesn't seem to cause brain damage like the other methods have a potential to